Posted by James K on February 5, 2006, at 1:26:42
In reply to suicidal thoughts?, posted by wanttobhappy on February 4, 2006, at 23:24:03
this is a very negative subject, but I'm going to try to answer. Suicide (wanting to or achieving self death) comes in stages. For me, it comes with the thought that I am unhappy. The next thought might be "I don't want to do this anymore". Next maybe I should kill myself. Most scary is "What if". If you still havent sought help at that point is "how" "when" "should I go all the way?".
Please (for me) and anyone reading this, seek help at the somewhere between I don't want to do this anymore and the maybe I should kill myself stage. Attempts suck for all. Sucess is unimaginable. I've blocked out all the successes in my life and my own close calls. I can't bear it and nobody should have to. If it's in your mind, you are close enough.
I've had periods where the whole concept seemed unreasonable. I treasure those periods.
James K
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