Posted by Ilene on October 6, 2005, at 21:21:33
In reply to Why can't it leave me alone?, posted by Maxime on October 6, 2005, at 19:40:07
You and me both. This disease never leaves me alone. I'm starting to pull out of "thinking about suicide all the time" to "low level of functionality". I am frightened that I'm never going to get better, that I'll always be susceptible to sliding back down, and that it can happen at any moment....
My pdoc just called me. She wants me to see her tomorrow. My T wants to talk to me. I suppose these are good things, but I don't know what they can do for me in the short term. They've both given me pep talks, but I tend to forget what they say.
Are you on meds/seeing a pdoc?
Got to go now.
I.
poster:Ilene
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