Posted by rjlockhart98 on October 2, 2005, at 16:05:20
In reply to Re: Self medicating with anxiety » Maxime, posted by Phillipa on October 1, 2005, at 19:21:07
Yes im still here. Im just doing alot of things. I hate stress. 18 and already acting like a grown nuerotic.
Dextroamphetamine i usally take for class. I dont take it much anyone more becuase I used alot of adderall in the past before, and belive me it will take you the pitts.
No what im saying is my body release a certain kind of alert mode similar to amphetamine, when in time of stress. When i say my 'real' dad again, who is a lawyer and not very warm and kind, I was in that 'mode'. Sort of a emergency mode. Becuase i was scared.
I have changed a bit since last January. Its like life gave me a hit. I understand more things better, which is good. I had to go to a mental ward, becuase i thought i was going crazy, in I belive June, i wasnt crazy, they evaluated me for an hour and came to a conclusion that i have a anxiety disorder, manifesting in diffrent ways. After i explained to them what i feel like a adrenaline-amphetamine rush when I panic.
No i did not take Dexedrine before i saw my dad because i would not want to be stimulanted. Just sit down and talk with him for the first time in 7 months.
I am glad i've grown somewhat on this site. I started posting when i was 16 on a diffrent screen name "mmcconathy". So been posting 2 years.
THnaks all for helping me, i've got to really get my self together.
Take Care
Matt
poster:rjlockhart98
thread:561473
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20050927/msgs/561991.html