Posted by rjlockhart98 on September 17, 2005, at 23:12:38
It started with not having any sleep. I could not go to sleep, i took dexedrine the next day. 30mg then again 30mg becuase of extreme dysphoria.
Listen, i have learned amphetamine can almost make you feel dead, and wanting to be dead after it is worn off.
I took 3 mg of clonazepam to sleep. The next day, was almost derealization. I took 15mg of dexedrine, not much at all, when it wore off I took an energy supplement. I thought i was going to fall apart. I was trembling mentally.
It just started with just me not getting good sleep the night before, the next day i was tired but i took it, over and over again. To keep from going dead.
Right now i feel, almost rejoicing that i am coming back to normal. I have had experinces with amphetamine. I am not touching that poisen for a while.
Every second i was on the edge, after it wore off, it was as if something tramatizing happened, reacting to it.
Strong selfcontrol is the key to this. I have learned.
I am so glad that i am coming back to life, i almost now see my life again.
I dont know if i sound crazy, but this is what happens when you take amphetamine repeately.
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