Posted by AMD on August 17, 2005, at 14:52:51
In reply to Re: I am miserable!, posted by blueberry on August 17, 2005, at 14:32:07
It's the methamphetamine I'm FREAKED out about -- I'm not even sure I took any, as I was blacked out, and crashed a couple hours after I would have taken it, from exhaustion. I'm probably having needless anxiety over that.
If I had taken it, would it have kept me up longer, even if intoxicated by alcohol?
The not-knowing is freaking me out, because I know methamphetamine can cause permanent, serious damage with just one use, at least from what I've read. I'm worried I'll never recover and be happy, if that's what I actually took. Plus I'm running to the bathroom every hour to see if my teeth are rotting, another effect I've heard of it.
*pulling hair out*
Is it possible to fully recover from one-time use, if in fact I did use it? Maybe I should quit worrying about it, and blame this cloudiness on the depression I'm feeling now.
amd
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