Posted by kerria on August 17, 2005, at 12:28:40
In reply to Re: Scared of Depakote, Topomax » kerria, posted by ed_uk on August 17, 2005, at 10:28:55
Hi.
Yes- i'll have to bring someone with me next time.
it was such a bad idea to go alone.He grugdingly precribed only for two weeks- the kadian doesn't work as well-Today i couldn't get my pain under control in time to leave for work:( It's also twice the price as a month of oxycontin.
i can't get generic because i found that it works even worse. finally after five hours the horrible burning pain feels better.i can't live like this:(
He said after prescribing two weeks meds "We'll see in two weeks." There were threats tohroughout the visit of "i can't treat you without a dx" , etc.
i had the results form the gyn drs given to him yesterday that were faxed as i waited to make sure he received them but i don't think it will make a difference. He plans to wean me off- my psychDr said in a message on phone.
i don't know what to do because i can't manage already.It's so hard to start going to a new dr now after i tried all the different meds and elival, neurontin, other meds failed to help. i'm so afraid they will make me start all over again and i physically can't. pschyoloogically can't either- so hurt by this dr threatening to abandon me everytime i see him.
i hate everything about this- the pain, the way that dr is treating me, the way i'm so afraid, the way i have to depend upon him, the way he;s abusing his power to hurt me, the way i act when i was there. It's so complicated- i feel sorry for myself and angry with myself at the same time. i know i need pain meds legitimately but feel so guilty at the same time. i hate to miss work. It's really hard to have separate parts - so much internal conflict. my parts take the negative side against me.
It's the worse confusing mess- just want it to be over. i wish somone else can find help for me because i'm not able now.k
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