Posted by BIGDaddyachmed69 on April 30, 2005, at 1:42:12
Tomorrow's my last dose of Paxil...then I gotta wait something like two weeks before I can be put on Nardil. In the meantime I'm stuck taking Depakote, Lunesta, and lorazepam as needed. I keep upping the dose of Lunesta and lorazepam without my pdoc's knowledge. Tonight I took 6 mg of both the Lunesta and the lorazepam, just to calm my nerves before I turn in. That barely cut it...my expectations are just too high I guess. It's like alright, tomorrow I'll take more Provigil than I need to combat the drug-induced fatigue I'm experiencing. Then on Sunday, I'll take another 6 mg of lorazepam and Lunesta to calm my nerves (the Provigil makes me a bit jittery). I'm up, and then I'm down, up, then down...never truly experiencing happiness. I just want to feel normal again...I'm hopeful the Nardil will do this. I'm thinking about asking my pdoc for Xanax but that's probably asking for trouble...I'd only take the Xanax until I felt that the Nardil was kicking in. Man...this does blow.
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