Posted by mmcconathy on January 31, 2005, at 20:07:34
I have been having episodes where I will wake up from a dream, and still be thinking bizarrly as i was in the dream.
Please i dont want to lose my mind!
I am constantly feeling unstable, anxiety infested, confused about my own sanity, if i lose it, what will happen, will i start losing speech structure, i was sitting overwhelmed with confusion and kept feeling something, everything was going to go wrong, i am going to lose speech abilites, perception.
This is nightmare, please please tell me this is going to go away, i will wake up normal.
I have been having nightmares that i am going insane, filled with crazy people screaming in agony, as if im in hell.
I pray everynight god will keep from insanity, i will say i will wake up perfectly normal in the morning, all this will leave.
Why is this happening to me, why!
Please pray, pray, this will leave, this is just a dream, im going to wake up.
I'm seeing my pdoc ASAP, i dont care, if i have to go on 500mg of Thorazine, fine! stupid brain did it to itself!
Good night
Matt
poster:mmcconathy
thread:450768
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