Posted by mmcconathy on January 30, 2005, at 20:39:44
In reply to Re: When is the on-set of Schizophrenia?, posted by Maxime on January 30, 2005, at 20:13:48
I try to deny, and say to myself, no, i am normal, all this will leave.
I have disturbing thoughts, yes, random thoughts of situations that connect to other situtions, hard to explain.
Adderall has an opposite effect on this, it increase vigilence, and more alertness on my thoughts, in the order they come.
I dont want to go off it becuase i feel safe with it, if i lose control, it will be there.
I take respirdal, it helps....... but cant belive this happened, why! i was fine and then it just started.
I have been having very bizzare dreams, wake up and still thinking bizarrly, i have to have a panic attack to get back to reality.
I try to deny it, but its better for me to know of it to be aware and vigilent of my thoughts and "moniter" them.
Do psychotic symptoms disappear or is a life long disorder?
Please tell me something positive.
Matt
P.S: I soon may have a SPECT or PET scan after the MRI, but it may be a while. I need to know what is going on.
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