Posted by lynch03 on December 4, 2004, at 14:03:17
A lot of wierd things have been happening as of late.. and I feel like a complete idiot revealing them to my Phsychiatrist because I just know she doesen't believe me due to the unlikelyhood of what I am experiencing..
I know she thinks i'm a hypochondriac but if there was a medical term for the exact opposite that term would suit me best..
I constantly undermine my illness.. I was in denial about a lot of things that required treatment but when something is so blatant and just awkward that it's impossible to ignore then I know there's definitely a genuine problem... I think my brain is completely scrambled because I experience the following and there's no explanation ANYWHERE as to the reason
Exercise induces depression
Ritalin induces thought blockage
Paxil induced persistent cognitive difficulties months after cessation (still experiencing them)
Is anyone going through anything similar..?? My doctor thinks I have OCD because I obsess about cognitive problems, well if having your life , idenity and desires robbed from you doesen't merit obsession.. then I don't know what does..
I am stuck with all these unarthodoxed reactions to meds that have caused damage and sparked other unarthodoxed reactions.. Im just tired of noone taking me seriously.. and just being in that 1 in 10000000000 people will experience XXXXX It really sucks when your problems are so unique noone can relate to them..
poster:lynch03
thread:424362
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20041201/msgs/424362.html