Posted by owenus32 on November 29, 2004, at 21:55:38
In reply to so sad , I canīt work , I need more medicines, posted by Tepiaca on November 29, 2004, at 21:47:32
Hi,
I know how you feel , I do. When I started in Advertising it was at a Madison ave agency in New York and I was terrified of everyone. It did hurt me career wise but at my next job things were different. I didn't have the panic attacks around people and I didn't feel like they were observing me to the point where i'd get panicked. I had the same experience as you and I got better so don't think about killing yourself. You got a degree in engineering which proves you are smarter than the average joe and you'll be able to have a great career and life if you stick with it. Maybe you need diff meds, id unno, maybe you need to pray or exercise but the answer is out there and people care or I wouldn;t be writing this to a complete stranger!
> I entered to a job as an engenieer . I have no experience , this is my first time I have work on my life .
> I feel so sad how unproductive I am . I just suffer more and more . I canīt interact with people . Iīm so afraid of them ,and more of the bosses . I try to hide from problems , and I dont face them . This morning I went to a meeting , I felt so observed and critized for being the new guy . At the end I was supossed to talk about some new problems and how to fix them rigth away , I couldnīt join the group . It was like I felt rejected by all . I was so scared ,so I leave ad went to the bathroom . Suicide is my mind , I canīt work . I did not born to have middle jobs I always wanted to be something important in a company , to be the best
> and I canīt even make a regular easy job. I hate this life
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> Im adding 25mg Seroquel to Nardil 45+klono .5mg
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> "The best CBT doctor" in the region is a scumbag . He does not know anything about CBT . I left his consultory room worse than when I enter. BE objective is all he can said , what kind of CBT is that? . Im not lying he only has told me that .And he is from harvad . He ask me what medicine I should take with Nardil because he does not have experience on MAOIS . basically Im precribing my own meds. Im screwed
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