Posted by olysi79 on October 5, 2004, at 16:47:18
In reply to ready to kill myself, posted by linkadge on October 5, 2004, at 10:59:43
Linkadge,
PLEASE don't do that.... I have faith that you will be just fine, no joke on that :) right now I feel good, just yesterday I was have the "s" ideations... when I feel that way.. I tell myself, "I have too much respect for myself to do that"... and right now I'm in a good mood, have an overall sense of well being, and am facing up to life :) It won't last, but guess what, it'll come back again :) jsut take it a day at a time... look for a little thing to swing up, enjoy your good moods. you'll be ok! :)
> I am *so* iritable I just want to smash everthing.
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> I go to class and I don't get a single thing the instructor says. NOTHING makes any sence. It's like the words have no meaning.
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> I hate life, and I am either going to drop out or kill myself, or both.
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> All these drugs I have taken have permanently destroyed my brain. I cannot do the simplest things any more. I used to laugh when people made comments like this but these drugs are just street drugs. Sure, they'll release some glutamate and make you feel good for a while but poop out is neurotoxicity, plain and simple.
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