Posted by uther on September 20, 2004, at 18:24:17
In reply to AD's DO NOT Cure depression, posted by uther on September 20, 2004, at 18:10:40
I have been on paxil twice, and now effexor, have taken lorazapam, ativan, clonazapam, and take trazodone to sleep.(Cause I haven't been able to have natural sleep in over 5 years.
These medication are not going to cure me. They are not going to fix my problems, make me a happy person, make me a social person, make me able to pic the phone up when someone calls, or ask a gal out on a date, or stop myself from telling myself i am a looser, a failer, unworthy...
But
They hopefully they will help those negative feelings subside, and lesson, so i can work on the real problems in my life. The reasons WHY i feel these things.Im sorry, Im rambling, maybe not even making sense.
Its just i cant talk to anyone about my feelings.
just my pdoc, and i cant even tell him what i feel deep down in the darkness of my soul.This ramble doesnt even really fit in this thread...
But here, I can talk about these things. Everyone here is like me. Maybe not the same problems, we may not have the same view points, like the initial AD and suicide post i made)
But we are all here to support each other cause we all been through it.I just with i had the courage to post here 4 years ago when i started reading this forum.
So, thanks for listening to my ramble.
Take Care
Adam
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