Posted by pretty_paints on September 2, 2004, at 11:03:13
Hiya guys
I'm in a bad way, im in hospital but Iv just come home with my nan for a few hours break. To be honest I dont know whats going on. all I know is I had depression/anxiety (u might know me from past posts on here). And then I went onto remeron for depression. suddenly everythings gone weird and now im on risperdal. The physical side effects are awful and i cant even function until about 4pm (if i take the dose in the morning). at the mo im on 2mg morning and night (4mg total) but I need to change as I total cant handle feeling so ill on it (giddy/sleepy/sick/everything swirling when i stand up).
Anyone know why im on this med, or how it works, or what med could be used as a substitute?
Also, iv been on larazapam in the hospital and am realising now how bad it is. although it is a godsend for calming you, today i am feeling like crap for not having it. They are now not letting me have it unless its an absolute emergency, which is good i suppose, because i doubt il be allowed it outside of hospital. But still, I feel pretty messed up. Iv just cut the bottom off a pair of my tights and filled it with lavender from the garden. a poor substitute, but il try anything!!
please, any support anyone!! things are really bad :'o(
poster:pretty_paints
thread:385657
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