Posted by bethesdabob on April 21, 2004, at 20:52:21
In reply to Special thoughts for you., posted by shadows721 on April 21, 2004, at 18:55:04
Today (April 21) was our 20th anniversary, have tried not to let any of this bother me, today I collapsed.
Normal work day starts at 9, was not able to arrive till about 1, visited cemetary after taking kids to school, talked with my bride, then just wandered, had a good long cry, drove around city.
Cannot get too depressed, my kid are teenagers, all sorts of stuff in their lives going on, prom dates, baseball practice, student council, dances etc etc--
Picked them up shortly after cemetary visit, all I heard was What's the matter with you Dad----
With wife's absence these guys are the most important things in my life, cannot focus on work, who cares how the house looks, so what if you did not pick up your dirty underwear---
Had further confirmation from people that meds my wife was prescribed were way over the line, pro-convulsant, and not worth a shit, looks to me the casual innocent bystander that doctor fucked up in prescribing them and that pharmacy really let the ball drop in filling them.
Unfortunate thing, stuff could drag out for years.
Love you all,
Leo
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