Posted by Camille Dumont on December 20, 2003, at 22:33:33
In reply to Re: Help! I'm scared., posted by HappyGirl on December 20, 2003, at 19:21:59
Well, I know what the anti-psy are for. A) to help me sleep and B) to take away the visions. From what I know my depression had some sort of psychotic episodes to it and I still have (and have had for years) depers + visual hallucinations / ilusions although I do realize that they're not true as they don't make sense (i.e. seeing someone walking with an alligator slumped over his back) of course I look again and see its only someone with a bag ... or sometimes the writing on things is all wrong but if I look again it changes to the right thing.
In a way it feels like my brain is in a hurry and only does a half-a$$ job ... only partially identifying things and writing.
Its not all that disruptive but I guess the pdoc is worried about me going psycho and deciding to kill myself ... as from being depressive for quite a long time, I'm stuck with a repertoire of good methods that I researched during my previous dark moods.
Been feeling hyper since yesterday ... didn't sleep more than 3h and been popping tylenols like candy to kill the massive headache ... still don't feel sleepy. I've always had migraines but not this long so I'll definately go see the doc on Monday or try and get an appointment. Got to work on Monday though ... so I might have to grab something for sleep on Sunday. Oh well ... only time will tell.
poster:Camille Dumont
thread:290933
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