Posted by kaylen on November 25, 2003, at 23:51:43
In reply to Re: Xanax - Lexapro..Is it anxiety or depression???, posted by maxx44 on November 25, 2003, at 22:31:45
Have been watching the posts here for a little while {posted a time or two}...and I think your all terrific...everyone cares..and really do want to help. I am curious about one thing...
I had not a clue I would have the chance to be in contact with so many manic/depressives aka
bi/polars....I am now hypo manic and take xanax
I still get excited about the smallest things but that to me has been a gift..like ..being able to see things from a child's point of view.
so much is always freash and new. Im lucky to be on the manic side..the depression is so ..I can't think of a word ...Ive mostly been a happy person my whole life ...when I am severly depressed I am sorry that I was ever created..and thats so sad to feel that way when I know what a wondourous place we have here if we just choose to look at it..depression seems to take that choice away and all i can see is the bad. Does anyone know of little {or big}..things to do to help make it pass faster or to not take over at all?...I have found that if I am depressed and I don't want to go..do...see...whatever ..and I do it in an attempt to shake it off ..I have a horrible time
sorry I ever even tried and it just confirms that my only hope is to wait it out ..and I have a hard time beleiving that sometimes ..in fact ive mistaken the hell world ..for my real world
too often and it bleeds into my life...and changes ...but I feel extreamly lucky/blessed that I am getting better all the time ...and I dont know the abreviations or lingo but I refuse to take "brain tweaking" stuff...{for me xanax allows me to be me}...and my depressions are practically non-exsistant...thank you
kaylen
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