Posted by ace on July 28, 2003, at 0:57:28
In reply to Re: My response....Don't know what's happening... » ace, posted by cubbybear on July 28, 2003, at 0:36:44
Thanks so much Cubbybear and Ben.
Your response Cubbybear, where you said, 'I don't think its pooped out on you' gave me hope.
Just 30mins ago I took my Nardil 90mg (this time as a single dose). It's the first day of my uni and I really feel like crying. My behaviour is wierd: I stole a chocalate today, something I would never dream off doing. I feel really confused and unhinged, not up to study. Of course I have my Xanax on hand.
I find it really worrying that it;'s kicked in and then frittered away on 3 occassions. Last time I thought this was for real. It lasted 18 days and then the depression came. I thought it was Zyprexa. I am up to 10 weeks now back on Nardil. Tommorow morning the Zyprexa will be out of my system, I pray that Nardil comes back with its efficacy and stays.
But what is the baddest contradiction is this: the last time it kicked in I WAS ON the Zyprexa, so I don't know what to think. I just want to crawl into bed and cry. I hate this.
Please guys keep thinking how this could have happened (ie dopamine depletion from Zyprexa etc) I'm going home now. I feel a real mess.
Sorry Ben, I can't answer your question, I just can't think straight at the moment.
God Bless you Cubbybear, Ben, SLS and all who help me.
Nardil Champ is in bad way....
Ace.
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