Posted by trucker on July 6, 2003, at 18:12:24
In reply to Re: Alternative, posted by sme on June 12, 2003, at 10:08:40
i understand the prayer and medication thing. i was 7months pregnant and went into labor and my baby was born dead. i haven't any friends here accept the church, i am from a nother state. they didn't understand me being sad and depressed and eventually on meds for depression etc... (i had horrible childhood) they wouldn't allow me to get prayer, to help with the pain and depression, they would basically get mad at me for not GETTING OVER IT. you never get over it you just learn to live with it. i don't go to church any more and am rather offended when people try to preach to me. raped at three years old and told by mommy dearest i was going to burn in hell, i best be asking him (the LORD) for forgiviness. i was 3 yrs old, i was raped and beaten for it afterwards by mommy, and told i brought it on my self. that i was big enough to get dressed with out help. 1st i took zoloft. 200 mg. now i take lexapro 20 mg. i am feeling like i want to make it now. before i was struggling. however it doesn't do anything for wanting my enabling mother to meet her maker. in time our maker will take care of business. good luck, and hang in there folks. life could be worse, no meds! for one or you could be in my shoes or i in yours.
poster:trucker
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