Posted by ace on June 13, 2003, at 2:17:20
In reply to Re: Ace is your derealization gone??, posted by avid abulia on June 11, 2003, at 19:51:58
> derealization is my all-time favorite psycho-word; it just makes me laugh so much that in this culture, you are crazy if you think nothing is real,
Hi,
This is really not what my derealization is about. It's not a belief or anything like that. It's an aura that my brain switches to many,many times a day. This aura (a very unreal scary feeling) can build up into a derealization 'attack' where the aura feeling is unbelievably strong and scary. It is like being a stranger in a strange land - just the feeling of it...it makes me run, or jump - the feeling with the anxiety. Its the most terrible, scary thing ever for me.Nardil, thank God, not only makes the anxiety and fright of it go away a lot, but actually blunts the aura feeling- ie everything doesn't feel as unreal.
Ace.
but in some others, you are crazy to think that anything is real.
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> me, i can`t remember ever thinking anything was real before i took dopeymax. that was one reason i hated it so much, suddenly things seemed like they were *really happening*, not to mention it took me five minutes to say, hey, howya doin`? and that was really happening, too. crazy docs. crazy patients. crazy world.
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> one man`s illness is another`s religion.
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