Posted by Caleb462 on May 3, 2003, at 2:19:57
In reply to Thanks ace , caleb for your opinion, posted by Tepiaca on May 3, 2003, at 1:45:01
> Hi thanks for your suggestions guys
> I talked to my doctor today ,He is a good doctor
> in my point of view , he is almost 60 years old , and I guess he has a lot of experience with MAOIS but says that he doesnt use them anymore.Anyway I told him that I want to try Nardil and He said that is that what I want then thats what we are gonna do ,lets try Nardil he said. Anyway Im a little curious about the response to effexor with 6mg of klonopin , so I returned to see what happen for a few days and its nothing happen finally I will start Nardil.
> Maybe its stupid guys ,No way!
I dont know , Im very frustrated , my life is a hell , Im just here in this world because of my parents otherwise I had
> killed myself without a doubt , but Im still here
> for them ,I see how they cry for me , they care a lot and that stops me from doing something stupid . I had 2 suicide attempts in the beggining of my disease in 1997 with no succes , I dont know is that was lucky or destiny I only know that Im still here suffering every day and always thinking that it would had been best IF I were dead in those years.Trust me, I know how you feel - it's been the same way with me for more than a year now..... I hate it, and it seems like I can't escape it, but I'm going to keep trying - there's no other choice.
> There is one good thing , Im finishing a carrer of engineering , in one year Im gonna be an engineer (imaging and engineer that cant talk to people,how am I supossed to work??thats another frustrating thing). My dream is to make a Master degree at the MIT at Boston, but its just a stupid dream.
That's great! And your dream is not stupid at all, no reason to think that! Go for your dreams, and try your hardest not to let depression stand in your way.
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