HELP THIs is time of year I try suicide

Posted by Mandy on March 15, 2003, at 19:31:33

I posted in a different area and am not getting answers I had hoped so I am doing new post to see if anyone else out there can help me. I have had clinical depression for 10 years, but for the last two May months, I have tried to overdose. The last one almost worked. The docs differ as to whether I am difficult to treat depression and anxiety or bipolar. I currently take 20mg lexapro in am and 1 mg klonopin in eve with 200 mg seroquel and just started 4 mg gabitril. I do not think the gabitril is doing anything and I sleep awful at night unless I sneak in some ambien on my own. Already I can see my thoughts changing to feelings of worthless and that everyone would just be better without me. This is really not the true me because I am a pediatric nurse, I raised a daughter with autism, I have a happy marriage of 34 years, a 31 year old son who is doing fine, and I am caring and compassionate. But my thoughts are getting so dark again. Any suggestions would really be helpful. I am also on hormone therapy so there really is almost nothing I have not tried. What is the drug duloxetine and is it available in US?
Thanks for any input

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HELP THIs is time of year I try suicide Mandy 3/15/03
Re: HELP THIs is time of year I try suicide » Mandy zenclear 3/15/03
Re: HELP THIs is time of year I try suicide » Mandy judy1 3/15/03
Re: HELP THIs is time of year I try suicide » Mandy shar 3/15/03
Re: HELP THIs is time of year I try suicide » Mandy Ritch 3/16/03
Re: HELP THIs is time of year I try suicide male34 3/17/03
THIs is time of year...Male34 is right! :) (nm) zenclear 3/17/03

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