Posted by blkvettes on March 10, 2003, at 10:00:27
In reply to Re: IS IT POSSIBLE WERE TAKING TO MUCH » blkvettes, posted by oldhand on March 9, 2003, at 18:38:18
First of all thanks for the posts which give me hope. I took the lex early afternoon yesterday and got tired at the right time. I did wake up early in the morning and could not go back to sleep. So I do a few things and lay back down. Everyone leaves for the day and I feel alone. My wife tells me relax and she will clean up when she gets home. This is the second day in a row that this wobbly, loss of balance has come back to haunt me. So I force myself to clean around the house and do some things that have been neglected for the last 5 months. I go about 2 hours and break down and just cry and cry. I call my wife at work and just talk while I am crying. I was better last week and now off to a bad start. Kept switching the times on the lex. I think I have found it now. Just cant think positive, I breathe deep and tell myself everything will be ok. I believe I will sleep through the night with time. I just want to function, so that I can be alone and drive to the store and pick my daughter up from school. I have come along way, but the journey only seems half over. I will keep trying!!!!!! GOD BLESS ALL!!!
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