Posted by KrissyP on March 7, 2003, at 23:39:58
In reply to My Feelings summed up into a few paragraphs!, posted by Maeryn on March 7, 2003, at 18:06:49
Thank you soooo much for sharing this. I am so glad you got this out of you!:-)
I also wish I could have put this into a post. I agree with you saying "there are people who see what they want to see and there are others who are forced to see more than one should ever have to". I REALLY wish I could share something regarding this statement!!!!!!!!
Also you say,"Your body aches with grief but from what loss you do not know, You can feel your heart break and at the time could not be more loved. Your mind spins with confusion and you feel to exhausted to exist, so merely going through the motions is but all a feat of it's own". GOD- can I relate.
At times, often, I feel so much pain and hurt and confusion and there is no direction to turn.
The thought of everyone is talking and I will never be good enough fills my heart that can better be used for more useful things, I feel for me.
I just read a post onn BPD-do you have that? I was said to have BPD tendencies and I love with
all my heart but can hate with all my soul.
My first therapist said I was " Like the little girl who had a little curl right in the middle of her forehead, when she was good, she was really really good, but when she was bad she was ugly"
I have since gotten a HECK of a lot better.***I am actually NUMB-WOW-this post is one of the best I have read- and I love ya for it.
I hope it helped many others as it helped me.
Thank you dearly!
Kristen
depression IS a gift but it is also a curse,
IMO
poster:KrissyP
thread:206927
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