Posted by David Smith on March 2, 2003, at 12:24:10
In reply to Re: Thanks everyone, I get it now!, posted by colin wallace on March 2, 2003, at 5:08:33
> Let's not forget our friend 'dysphoric' hypomania- put simply, just the opposite of euphoric.It's often referred to as a mixed-state, meaning that the unlucky bastard on the receiving end is both 'manic' and depressed at the same time(depressed, but with an uncontrollabe surge of anger/energy).In practice, this can mean being in a barely controllable(or uncontrollable), sometimes enraged state with little or no restraint over your thoughts or actions.Unsurprisingly, it is very dangerous, and not much fun.People in this state often act on suicidal impulses they previously managed to control.
You are right Colin. That condition is the worse experience I have ever felt. When I don't address my health needs it is the fear of returning to that state which motivates me to get help of some sort. Mood stablizers can diminish the extremes but for me the rapid cycling still occurs.
It is a rough balance. I find that even exercise can send me spiraling in either direction. I think the trick is to make my pdoc earn his money by keeping him informed of what is happening.
Yes the drugs are toxic (even fatal) but the alternative is frightening.Colin- I never experienced "mixed states" until well after I started treatment with ADs. Is it possible they were a contributing factor in my progression toward dysphoria?
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