Posted by Roman on September 24, 2002, at 10:44:51
In reply to Re: Times: They Are A-Changin', posted by BrittPark on September 23, 2002, at 23:58:10
> I had the same experience. Twenty years ago I had a really bad trip on what I thought was Mescaline but could well have been LSD or PCP. I semi-recovered by the next morning but never felt right again. I've had chronic agitated depressions ever since. I've always wondered if I suffer from some kind of PTSD from the bad trip.
After experimenting with LSD, I remember feeling like something physically changed in my brain, although I couldn't put my finger on it. Additionally, my self-confidence, ability to concentrate, memory, and motivation all suffered. I knew something was wrong, but didn't want to face the truth since little could be done about it at the time--I just lived with it.
Some of my trips were pretty scary as well--perhaps I too experienced PTSD from them. I know quite a few folks who went through the same sort of thing--heavy price for a carnival ride eh?
In all fairness, tripping had its benefits too. My creative abilities were enhanced and my consciousness was expanded. I wouldn't have become the artist I am without those events.
I guess there're no free rides.
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