Posted by Penny on March 21, 2002, at 13:46:29
In reply to types of depression feelings, posted by JohnX2 on March 21, 2002, at 6:41:10
I would have to agree that my depression seldom feels like sadness. My grandfather died in November of last year and I was already going through a major depression, but then the sadness piled on top of it. But it was a teary sadness and, strangely enough, the depression seemed to lift somewhat (or the sadness took its place).
But the depression is in full force right now. I feel very empty. Lonely. Hopeless. Apathetic. Despondent. I don't cry a whole lot. Actually, I show a great deal more emotion when I have a major attack of anxiety. Then I might end up in a rage or in tears. But the depression...just sort of like a weight that I constantly carry on my shoulders. It seldom keeps me from doing the things I must, but it often keeps me from doing the things I want. And it's been going on for too long.
Penny
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