Posted by Uppendown on March 20, 2002, at 18:21:26
In reply to Re: TUT TUT naughty... : ) » Uppendown, posted by CtrlAlt n Del on March 20, 2002, at 17:35:23
Hi Dreamer ;O)
LOLOL! Well.. thanks... whew! I thought the Med Police were after me for a second, there !!Maybe that should be the title to a movie or book or something.. " Escape From ClubMed " LOLOL!
My docs knowing ?? Ha! They set me free a year ago.. I was being treated in a public clinic.. and they have limited funding.. they usually help folks for 6 months.. sort of a MI triage unit.. and get folks stabilized and sent off to other facilities or programs... I guess I "rated", in that despite their limited funding, they "re-upped" me twice before letting me loose on humanity. I had it set up with a public MD clinic that would rewrite meds script.. but there weren't any decent support groups in the area... so.. to make a short answer longer than it needed to be, I don't have any docs at the moment to tell !! I'm a loon on the loose !! LOLOL!!
Other than the increases in my sensory inputs, which I attribute to the meds, I feel great.. ( mostly!! LOL).. I will say, though.. that if I weren't such a self controlling and self disciplined person, these auditory and visual hallucinations would have certainly driven me to the docs, ER, etc.. And if I hadn't had the past decades of experience with them, I'd be posting about being totally nuts right now!! 3-D music... yeah.. no kidding whew!!!
It is all relative, eh ? LOLOL!
Another round on the spin cycle, shall we ?? ;O)
Oh.. yeah.. I'm male...
And... in a worst case scenario... I know what "options" are out there... and I have no illusions ( at least, not in this context !! LOLOL ) or false hope that my life will be wonderful. if *only* I can find that magic mixture of meds... it ain't that easy !! Nor should it be ! ;O)
Thanks for the smiles !! Much aprreciated...;O)
U&D
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