Posted by blackrain on February 20, 2002, at 18:09:07
Hi to all,
the simply matter is that i'm totally unhappy.
I'm without desires, energies, completely bored.
I am at the opposite of an anxious person, but i would prefer have been anxious cause in that case there are hundred of meds to reduce anxiety.
But i do not know a single med that could enhance my desire of living.
i think i'm depressed in the real sense of the word.
I used 20 and more AD, Tca, SSRI, Benzo, but all failed cause they made me fall in a terrible aphaty, increased my weakness: everything seems to be in vain and i became more and more sad.
Now i would not to try again that AD i've used, but i think that Ghb could alleviate my terrible disease.
Why shouln't i do that?
Gimme an clear reason, if you could.
Do not say to me that it could be sometimes dangerous for my life: my life in endangered twenty times a day, since i am in this depressive status, couse sometimes i wanna die.
Thanks very much indeed for your share!
poster:blackrain
thread:94834
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20020215/msgs/94834.html