Posted by judy1 on January 9, 2001, at 11:00:19
In reply to Re: derealization , posted by SLS on January 9, 2001, at 8:41:59
Hi Scott,
I was referring to the relationship between SI and childhood trauma. I agree with your observation that dissociation does not implicate the existance of childhood trauma and is often comorbid with anxiety, mood and other disorders. A true dissociative state for me involves a loss of time- I am simply not there. I have had milder forms (especially during panic attacks) where I feel as if I'm watching a movie (and not a very good one at that). I was fortunate to find a therapist recently (Alderman) who authored 'The Scarred Soul' who may help. I am convinced that my past experiences are triggering manic episodes- and seem to worsen in therapy. The theory I was given is I am seeing my psychiatrist as an authority figure and when I (Miss Hypersensitivity) perceive a threat to my safety- a frown, his being late to a session, etc.- that starts this whole cascade of mania, the depressive crash, the panic attacks and dissociation and SI. When you start doing your reading, you'll realize how complex all of this truly is. Good luck- Judy
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