Posted by CarolAnn on August 30, 2000, at 11:46:59
In reply to Re: Intense anger-self-loathing, posted by Phil on August 30, 2000, at 8:04:38
Hey Phil, I can totally relate to the rage at one's self. Even after two yrs of therapy, I still experience it. Your post caught my eye, because I have also been experienceing my depression as a spiritual crises(and biological). For years I have been fascinated with philosophy and theosophy, I feel myself looking for 'answers'. Have you ever had a moment when your mind was so clear and open and aware of 'something', that it seemed as if some huge revelation was going to hit you? But then it goes away and everything kind of closes back in around you, as if the depression were a physical thing, cloaking your senses?
I guess I should post this to psycho'social'-babble, but I'm afraid you won't see it. If you ever want to 'converse' on this type of stuff, post over on 'social'babble. I'd love to have someone to discuss ideas with. Good luck with therapy, I'm sure it will help! CarolAnn
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