Posted by shar on August 6, 2000, at 2:49:32
In reply to Re: HEY EVERYBODY LOOK UP HERE! I'M TALKING TO YOU! » MisterB, posted by Oddzilla on August 5, 2000, at 22:08:56
Mr. B/b
If you need help or assistance, I hope you will ask for it plainly and clearly. If you do, I'm sure you will be surprised at the breadth and depth of support you will receive here.As it stands now, IMHO, your posts read more like someone who is not asking for help, and is not depressed (as you stated in one of your posts), and seems primarily interested in sharing the deficiencies you find in PB and/or its contributors.
Hoka hey--it's a good day to die; a concomitant Native American belief is not to go where one isn't invited. I understand the suicidal feeling; I feel that way every day. If you are suicidal I strongly urge you to find a forum that will help you if you don't want help from PB. I suggest www.metanoia.org -- it has some good information.
The following selected statements from your posts indicate--to me--that PB doesn't seem safe to you, and I hope you will find a safe place to heal.
Peace, health, best wishes, good luck.
Shar# # # # # # # # # # # # # # # #
After I started using several masking techniques such as using a different Internet service provider, and a different e-mail address...
I found the board to be inhabited by at least several hostile and derisive individuals...
...my perception is that people loaded with buttons tend to wear chips on their shoulders, waiting for someone to accidentally knock them off...
...is a classic rhetorical technique for defense and for control...
A classic counterinsurgency tactic is to identify all dissidents as one person, or one group, and then to discredit, threaten, abuse or destroy that one person or group...
The continued corruption of mine and others' personal boundaries...
I suspect it was cut by board management...
I don't personally cop to depression...
Somebody might occassionally try to block them from the web discussion...
...in real life, many people know only a fraction of my extremely complex character...
...is this a tactic of low-intensity conflict directed at me...
It is more like I posted something, carefully checking my post before submitting, and then somebody deleted most of it...
...the kind of knowledge about humans that makes me wish I had never been born human...
I rather suspect tampering on the part of Robert Hsuing...
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