Posted by me-but-not-me on June 9, 2000, at 16:45:17
In reply to MBNM - I thought you had gone!, posted by shar on June 9, 2000, at 12:51:47
Your post was full of good advice :) It is just so hard sometimes ... I am sitting here right now, avoiding going. I am still at work, have been off the clock for nearly 3 hours now and feel immobile. I am holed up in a cube in a corner where I can be anti-social. This is stupid, because I should be home scooping up after the cats and preparing for my stay if it happens. I feel so beligerant today... people at work are on my nerves and I am afraid to go there with this attitude. I do think a short stay is just what I need, though... to remove the distractions and excuses,etc.
I will let you (all) know what happens. I didn't post because I was sort-of out of it again and felt I had nothing much to report, thought it would only be whining.
Thanks for even offering to write! You are very sweet. I hope I will not be in there that long, though. I don't know if I will have access if/when I go in to stay -- if I can sneak my laptop in, I can 'Babble' all night long : )
Thanks for being there, and for thinking of me. I really mean it when I say it helps tremendously to know that you are out there caring. Some days it is hard to believe anyone does, ya know?
I will keep in touch.
-MBNM (otherwise known as Shelley)
poster:me-but-not-me
thread:36706
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