Posted by kellyR. on May 26, 2000, at 15:58:35
In reply to Re: feeling very down(suicidal), posted by z on May 26, 2000, at 8:46:21
> kelly,
>
> i totally agree with the others--DON'T GIVE UP ON
> THE MEDS!!!! for what it's worth, i went through
> a long period of death ideation. i'd wake up each
> morning with horrible feelings of despondency. i
> felt like i could not face the challenges that the
> day would provide me with. when i started taking
> paroxetine however, these feelings went away. i
> always knew that my perspective on life was
> irrational; i knew that i was just as capable of
> accomplishing things as anyone else. the paxil
> just helped me believe this even more; it made my
> body and mind react accordingly.
> have you tried paxil or any other ssri's?
> do not give up! if your husband isn't being
> supportive, find someone who will be. do you
> attend a church? there are always helpful, caring
> people to be found there.
>
> take care,
> -zI didn't give up on meds,I ran out & don't have a dr. appt. til tuesday.I would of called but haveing panic attacks when i tried & call.Still not doing good everyone at work kept asking what was wronge w/ me,I just told them that i was tired.My husband said he had a dream that he found me dead,I didn't know what to say to him after he said that.I don't want to have anyone worry about me.thank you all for caring so much it helps alote.
poster:kellyR.
thread:34634
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