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Re: Any happy, stable rapid cyclers out there?

Posted by Jan on April 18, 2000, at 11:49:18

In reply to Re: Any happy, stable rapid cyclers out there? , posted by Scott L. Schofield on April 18, 2000, at 9:58:36

I am not cycling today, but I can answer your questions if you are curious.
I rapid cycle for about a week at a time.It goes from manic->depressed->manic->depressed...
lasting from minutes to hours. I feel like Dr.Jekyll and Mr.Hyde. I can be sitting, enjoying a "hypomanic moment" and WHAM, depression hits me like a blanket of bad news and I've suddenly lost all interest in life, for no reason. I usually just try to sleep it off to avoid the crap that comes with it like contstant reoccuring thoughts.
I'm still fasinated by the oxymoron of "mixed state", but I seem to experience that also.
I was hospitalized for 1. full blown mania. 2.threatening to put myself into a coma by overdosing to avoid the rapid cycling. 3.being suicidal which comes at the drop of a hat with depression, no matter for what length of time. It is so weird, because today, suicide is furthest from my mind, I feel normal, like I'm not on drugs. But every time I stop them, I start going crazy immediately.
My manic state:
> - Euphoric? definately,I think I'm to help mankind totally, I'm sexually excited, I want to be outside in the cool temperature, wide-eyed, loud,energetic,I want to walk,talk, write in my journal, be reckless,daring,not tired,intense, my mind goes faster than my mouth or body,secretive from my husband, the typical bi-polar stuff.
> - Psychotic?
What is this, well, since you'll never know me, yes, I do tend to get that way at times, but I go to bed so I can keeep it under control.
> - Mixed State? yes
> - Hypomanic? been there, do that.
> - What sorts of things do you do while in a manic state?
In addition to what I've mentioned, I drive fast and listen to my favorite Micheal W Smith tape. I'm very restrospective.
> 6. Do you feel that Tegretol is contributing to the improvement in your condition?
I started it recently and had 3 bad rapid cycling days about 3 weeks into it, so it is too early to say.I've lost some weight already, just never hungry, nice change !

Your expertise and concern surprises me. I've gone to lots of psychiatrists and they don't ask many questions and think they already know what I need, like I'm a generic patient. thanks


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