Posted by k.darling on March 23, 2000, at 16:14:51
In reply to Re: Is this depression?, posted by grace b on March 22, 2000, at 15:03:01
i agree with carolann that sleeping all day is not inherently a bad thing--really i am quite certain that if i could not (at times) have slept so easily, i would have acted out so many more of the all too many suicidal thoughts i have had; and it would be none too likely i would be posting this.
however, before i finally started taking meds, i began to drink until i would all but pass out--then i decided that sleeping pills were much more refined for such purposes--neither of which left me in a very good condition to face life--and eventually, i think, life always comes asking for one (at least it does for me). but even today (oh!--i say that as if all that other silliness were so long ago, but really--frightfully--its not) if i am blue & nothing is pressing i will still allow myself to stay in away from it all. it is only if it seems to be becoming (again) a habit that i worry.
as to what i dream (or daydream) of, it's never really the same--but always the colours seems so much brighter.
darling
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