Posted by Renee N on February 12, 2000, at 1:39:57
In reply to Daily Report, posted by harry b. on February 11, 2000, at 20:55:38
> Hello,
> Oddly, this board has become a daily must read.Odd? Not in my book. I think it took me about five minutes here the first time to become addicted! It is so much better than others I've tried. Much more intelligence and compassion here.
Anyway,
> I made it into work again, 2 days in a row!Way to go, Buddy!
I saw my
> psychologist today, went thru my crisis with him, told
> him about my suicide ideation,Good move.
was chastised for not
> telling him about it when I called him Monday. He
> also advised me to contact my friend, to try to talk
> about our friendship with him. I can't do that right now,
> much as I'd like to, because further rejection would
> definitely push me over the edge. I'll wait. Maybe he'll
> call me one day.
>That would be great. Don't miss potential friends out there while waiting for that call...
> I made an appointment with a psychiatrist for next Monday
> to get a better opinion on what meds I should be taking,
Best of luck with the meds. You will find relief eventually(wish I could promise "soon").> I don't like my family doc's approach to it.
>
> Really going to push the envelope this weekend. A club
> I belong to, but which I haven't participated in for
> several years, is having a banquet Saturday evening. I
> had not planned to go, but I decided today to go to it.
> Maybe I can get my mind off my troubles for awhile.
> There is another banquet, work related, on Sunday. I
> had not planned to go to that either but I put myself
> on the list today. 2 banquets in 2 days, whew. Maybe
> I'm fooling myself and they will both be disastrous,
> and I'll end up sitting alone at a table and crying,
> but I will try. Will let you know how I make out.
>This is so cool. I hope your bold efforts will inspire me to make some efforts to reach out socially. Please tell me what happens. Lie if you have to so you don't scare me from doing something rather than continue sitting around moping because I have no friends. Just kidding! Tell us whatever really happens and how you feel about it. I'll keep my fingers crossed that you enjoy yourself. Your friend, Renee N
> Noa, I read your post, sorry you are feeling so low.
> I'm not in a position to offer advise on meds but I
> wish you the best.
>
>
>
poster:Renee N
thread:21208
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