Posted by Michele on December 24, 1999, at 7:20:09
Just wanted to drop a note of thanks to you all and to all who replied to my earlier post about celexa and my tumble back into the mouth of depression during PMS and Celexa. I am feeling so much better, I can't even begin to tell you. I'm so glad I didn't die. I feel like I can think clearly and that underlying dismay is gone. I can remember feeling like this for a very short time about 4 years ago. I'm a little frightened that the mood defeating monster will come back though, but trying hard not to. Mostly I want to have a life and a future, which sounds so good to say. I can scarcely believe I'm saying them. It's been years lost for me. Luckily, other than lack of interaction with coworkers, my job I was able to hold intact. Yesterday, I actually joked around with my coworkers and spent alot of time out of my cubicle! I used to have to force conversations and feign interest. I thought if people knew how bad I felt inside, they wouldn't like me. I hope that anyone who is reading this and suffering will somehow try to get the motivation to get to the doctor. My doctor stinks, but I will work on getting a new one now! I feel like I want a doctor I can depend on if "it" comes back. Anyway, thanks for your help and best of luck!
Gotta go find my life!
Michele
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thread:17422
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