Posted by ella on July 8, 1999, at 21:39:59
My husband has told me he was fed up with my mood swings. I have had bouts of feeling blue but mostly have a low self esteem. Things bother me like hearing stories of my husbands past relationships will haunt me for days at a time. I feel stupid saying this but it is true. I guess I feel inferior but don't want these things to bother me but I do. I can stew on crap in my mind and blow it completely out of the water. Do you think I need medication. Why can't I just be happy all the time. Aren't there people like that. I have a nice home great kids and a great husband but sometimes just feel so sorry for myself and then feel he could have done so much better than me. Could go on forever. Need some guidance.
ella
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