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Posted by Deneb on June 18, 2006, at 22:15:08
I'm worried about you.
Deneb*
Posted by Phillipa on June 18, 2006, at 22:49:12
In reply to llrrrpp, I hope you are okay, posted by Deneb on June 18, 2006, at 22:15:08
Me too I don't like the way she left. Love Phillipa
Posted by curtm on June 19, 2006, at 14:53:03
In reply to Re: llrrrpp, I hope you are okay » Deneb, posted by Phillipa on June 18, 2006, at 22:49:12
I think she will be ok, probably needs a little hiatus. Babble is a good place, but it can also cause some emotional stress. It has for me in the past. I can almost guarantee that I will need to step away to reflect, and breathe some fresh air someday too.
Posted by TexasChic on June 19, 2006, at 16:55:40
In reply to Re: llrrrpp, I hope you are okay, posted by curtm on June 19, 2006, at 14:53:03
Posted by Phillipa on June 19, 2006, at 17:16:48
In reply to She babblemailed me last night - doing okay. (nm), posted by TexasChic on June 19, 2006, at 16:55:40
She babblemailed me four times today and she's fine. Love Phillipa
Posted by Michael83 on June 19, 2006, at 23:14:27
In reply to She babblemailed me last night - doing okay. (nm), posted by TexasChic on June 19, 2006, at 16:55:40
That's good to hear.
How would one go about finding access to this "babblemail"? I could not find it.
Posted by gardenergirl on June 19, 2006, at 23:35:18
In reply to Re: llrrrpp, I hope you are okay » Deneb, posted by Phillipa on June 18, 2006, at 22:49:12
Posted by llrrrpp on June 20, 2006, at 10:19:25
In reply to Re: She babblemailed me last night - doing okay., posted by Michael83 on June 19, 2006, at 23:14:27
I'm back on babble.
I feel a little better today. I doubled my seroquel last night and got much more sleep than I've been getting. I'm still pretty moody, but I feel more in control. It's no fun though, having to clean up the damage left by severe mood weather.There are things I do and say when I'm a scared llrrrpp, feeling backed into a corner-- I lose my cool and lash out with my verbal talons. IRL, I am not a very "passionate" or "feeling" person. people think i'm perptually cheerful (isn't that hilarious?!?). I save it up, and spew it in m writing. My journal is the work of a very tormented person. The sickest thing is that I do things to myself that are so awful. I tell myself the worst things, the most hurtful things, and then I injure myself and damage my body and my health. I never apologize to me. I never feel ashamed of what I do to me. I look down at my healing arm, and I regard the crusty scabbies with a very neutral glance. Kinda of like a fact- my eyes are grey, my arm has self-inflicted wounds. Nothing special about that.
In contrast, when I hurt others: well, in retrospect, I feel awful, just awful. So much shame and guilt. I should apologize to myself more often (sorry llrrrpp. I'll try to protect you better next time)
Actually, I did pretty well over the weekend. I didn't self-injure. I didn't get trashed-drunk. But there's definitely room for improvement. I should stop taking out my rage on others. I should be more selective about how I disperse my feelings.
Posted by curtm on June 20, 2006, at 11:06:50
In reply to Wiedergekommen (S.Injury. trigger), posted by llrrrpp on June 20, 2006, at 10:19:25
Posted by rainbutterfly on June 20, 2006, at 11:15:26
In reply to Wiedergekommen (S.Injury. trigger), posted by llrrrpp on June 20, 2006, at 10:19:25
ll, you sound a lot like me in this way. I hurt myself too, and it doesn't matter. So long as I don't hurt my husband and I don't let him see my wounds and scars. But if I hurt someone else, even when they hurt me deeply, I beat myself up for..... months. Maybe something I could consider changing :/
Good to see you back and safe!
(((llrrrpp)))
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