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Posted by rjlockhart98 on July 28, 2005, at 19:54:22
Ok im back, i havent posted in a while becuase a major mental nerve crisis, right now i feel really trapped. Im 18 and still living with my parents, who want me off medication, my mom actually keeps my medication and gives it when she thinks i need it. I dont have a job right now, but i soon am, becuase i am just plain aggressive about getting back up on my feet, and going straingt.
Life blizts right now, my whole family has some sort of history nuerosis, my grandmother had a nervous breakdown she had to put my mom and her other siblings in a foster care home, while she was pregnant with other from another dad. My mom told me this not long ago.
My mom right now has some defineltly some sort of personality disorder, she hides it.
My mom has kept me, i feel im never going to get out of here, i know myself, i will get out of this toxic influence, just right now im low.
All this confusion, my thoughts get derailed someitmes, i feel im not "connected' i dont have a grip with reality, i go crazy, well i am still here. So i havent gone insane yet, thats something good to hear.
I cant take being controlled by my mom giving my medication.
If i go off straight, i dont know hwat, but its survival mode. THat means lots of adrenaline!
Well i dont mean to be crazy in this post,
Well right now i am taking:
Clonazepam 5mg Daily (2mg X 3)
Restoril 30mg nightly
Prozac 20mg
Zyprexa 5mgbut still my mom dosnt give it, i so distressed right now.
What should i do?
Posted by rjlockhart98 on July 28, 2005, at 19:54:22
In reply to Survival, posted by rjlockhart98 on July 26, 2005, at 20:13:34
I have one correction, this is an old post that i pasted, I made some revisions to it, i just cant type something like that again.
I do have a job at blockbuster, yea not much, i hate the credit card machine.
I still have similar symtoms to what i posted, this was about a month ago.
Posted by Declan on July 28, 2005, at 19:54:22
In reply to Re: what is the symptom of Misery? » rjlockhart98, posted by Jakeman on July 26, 2005, at 23:01:22
Hey Matt, here's a "when I was your age".
When I was your age I couldn't believe I would live to be 27. And wasn't particularly pleased to be told I would either. It seemed an inconceivably long time away then, and not much fun to put up with. Impossible relations with my parents (I wouldn't treat a dog like you've treated me). Half a bottle of spirits a night often. And you're only young once. What a waste it all is. By the time I got any idea at all I was middle aged.
You should be out of home in the next few years though, it sounds like it...something will give, hopefully not you.
Declan
Posted by Phillipa on July 28, 2005, at 19:54:22
In reply to When I was your age, posted by Declan on July 27, 2005, at 0:06:00
Matt, Just look in the mirror. That lovely, handsome face should make you feel much better. And guys if any of you know how please Babble Matt and show him how to post his picture on Social. I've got a copy just don't know how to do it. He's really worth seeing. I'm much too old but if I were his age I'd be down on my knees proposing! What a doll! Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by Phillipa on July 28, 2005, at 19:54:22
In reply to what is the symptom of Misery?, posted by rjlockhart98 on July 26, 2005, at 20:05:51
Matt, and times have changed. When I was l8 I was pregnant and having my first child. Now I look at all the young parents and realilze how ridiculous I must have looked what with a baby! Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by spriggy on July 29, 2005, at 12:39:54
In reply to Re: what is the symptom of Misery? » rjlockhart98, posted by Phillipa on July 27, 2005, at 22:26:13
When I was 18, I had a 2 year old son, was a single mom going to college and working at McDonald;s.
I remember staring out of the window in the drive through thinking, " God, what will become of my life? Can you please do something to make something out of me?"
That hasn't even been ten years (yet!) and Matt, God has worked miracles. It's hard for me to believe that i'm that same girl working at McDonald's for over 2 years just praying God would do something in my life worthwhile.
I'm married now.. he adopted my son. We had another son, we have served in ministry for the Lord for seven years and God has taken all those broken, heart filled years and gave me "beauty for ashes."
You are still so young. God can do just about ANYTHING in your life as long as you stay willing to let Him.
I pray that He just amaze me with the things and places He takes you! I pray He just knock your socks off Matt.
Keep holding on to hope and to Him!
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