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Posted by jay on March 19, 2004, at 11:53:30
Damn this social phobia...can you believe this??..I am actually too scared to even post on here because of my anxiety and fear of what I am going to say. You are all a nice welcome crowd, but this is nuts...being even too scared to 'socialize' on the internet! There is a nice level of community on here, but *still*, I feel outcast, the loser..errr..loner. I have little to nothing to talk about...no job...no spouse...no friends..no money...*weeks* of laying in bed, too scared to even look out the window! Many of you seem to have most of these things, and I am not saying it is easier for you, but it's just sooo dang hard to connect and relate.
Anyhow...I had to get that outta my system..it's been brewing for a loooong time.
Peace
Jay <sigh>
Posted by DaisyM on March 19, 2004, at 14:15:11
In reply to Too SP scared to post..., posted by jay on March 19, 2004, at 11:53:30
Jay,
I'm glad you were able to post how you were feeling. Can you tell me about what is out your window? I'm not kidding...
I'm sad because outside my office window they've cut down a long line of trees and are now going to put up apartments. I know people need places to live, but in the late afternoon I use to see the sun go down behind the trees and it was peaceful and beautiful.
So, I'm wondering what your view out the window is?
Posted by justyourlaugh on March 19, 2004, at 14:27:05
In reply to Re: Too SP scared to post..., posted by DaisyM on March 19, 2004, at 14:15:11
jay i have been waiting to see a post from you..
i was so happy to see this one!
happy you are still here with us..
you are a wonderful caring person ,sp and all..
i will respond to any email from you..
you are my friend.
s
Posted by jay on March 19, 2004, at 18:33:33
In reply to Re: Too SP scared to post..., posted by DaisyM on March 19, 2004, at 14:15:11
Hmm..well...first, thanks for posting. I have some pre-Spring mania in me, likely from my sleep deprivation...we’ll see how that goes. It’s a nice view today, outside my window...lots of sun and a bit of a winter-garden landscape. And..it’s warming up, too, so maybe it is time I come out of my cave.
Ya...that’s what I hate about urban development, is that it takes more away from the natural surroundings. The trees, sun, warm grass, it’s just such a much needed and natural landscape to go outside and play in. :-) I hope the nicer weather gets the best to you and you feel better.
Anyhow...thanks again...
Peace,
Jay
Posted by jay on March 19, 2004, at 18:37:26
In reply to jay..., posted by justyourlaugh on March 19, 2004, at 14:27:05
Thank you thank you thank you jyl...I am just buzzing a bit today, which is good. Mania has never really been a problem for me...and this hypomania is very nice and smooth. It feels like *me*. Nice day today here in S. Ontario, eh? Thanks so kindly as always...and I will write you. I hope all is well with you. But..some good...some bad...eh? Heh.
Best and peace,
Jay
Posted by socialdeviantjeff on March 19, 2004, at 19:46:48
In reply to Too SP scared to post..., posted by jay on March 19, 2004, at 11:53:30
Jay,
You were one of the first and the most helpful and insightful people I met here. I wish I could say something to help, I will say you are not alone.
I don't know how many posts I have stopped out of fear of sounding stupid. Most of the time I do feel like an outsider on Babble. I have to constantly remind myself that's not the case.
I use PB a lot to keep myself from regressing socially. YOu and everyone else here have been fantastic.
so here's me wishing you the best, from one PBer who appreciates you.
Posted by justyourlaugh on March 19, 2004, at 21:08:51
In reply to Re: jay... » justyourlaugh, posted by jay on March 19, 2004, at 18:37:26
jay,
right now you posting back to me ,.....
thankyou j..
its been awhile ,,welcome back..
though i like to post on pbabble,i havent..way to triggerish right now..
i want to ask simple questions but i find the area to be very overwhelming right now..
i tell myself everyday not to post...but i find it is my only support right now..
and i understand the "sp", i have been sleeping at least 16 hours a day..
if i could i would sleep...i am sure you know...
keep that peace sign held high..
"all we are saying ,,is give ......."
s
Posted by jay on March 19, 2004, at 23:27:59
In reply to Re: Me too, posted by socialdeviantjeff on March 19, 2004, at 19:46:48
Hey Jeff bud....thanks so much, as I know you are going through a hell of a time yourself. I too am also trying to figure out if/where I fit in the “working” world, while trying to hold myself together. I have always enjoyed our conversations on here, and really feel we understand each other in many ways.
You have been an awesome support to *everybody*...and maybe one step at a time, we can all help each other in this darkness. Remember...focus on your symptoms, and don’t worry too much about labels. With symptom relief, the pain does go away. I believe I read you are just starting Zyprexa...so give that a bit of time, as it should start working soon, and seems to be one of the best meds out there.Hold on tight..
Best,
Jay
Posted by jay on March 19, 2004, at 23:31:28
In reply to Re: jay... » jay, posted by justyourlaugh on March 19, 2004, at 21:08:51
JYL...don't worry about posting...just focus on yourself. How are the meds, and/or any therapy going?
Peace...and hang in and hang on tight.
Best as always,
Jay
Posted by DaisyM on March 21, 2004, at 23:56:12
In reply to Re: Too SP scared to post... » DaisyM, posted by jay on March 19, 2004, at 18:33:33
I spent the weekend in San Francisco. The weather was amazing -- 75 degrees. There were great smells, too many people and wonderful views. I love the city.
As I drove back north and dropped over the hill into my valley, I remembered how much peace I find in the green hills covered with grape vines. I like the contrast of my two worlds.
Maybe I have spring-mania too...
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