![[dr. bob]](/dr-bob-sm.gif)
Dr. Bob is Robert Hsiung, MD,
bob@dr-bob.orgShown: posts 1 to 15 of 15. This is the beginning of the thread.
Posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on September 19, 2007, at 21:48:42
I would love to keep in touch with babblemail or email with my friends here. But as far as the boards go, I think it is better I just leave for awhile. I will keep my babblemail on for a couple of weeks
I really don't know what I have done to anyone to make them so upset with me that they want me to eat the sh*t sandwich of abuse I suffered as a child. but whatever I have done, I am sorry, I didn't mean to hurt anyone.
But I can't feel safe if I am told to eat my child abuse sh*t sandwhich of the past. To me there wasn't anything worse in my life than what I went through as a child, and to wish that on somebody, feels so cruel to me. Let happyflower's mother burn her flesh with lightbulbs, eat puke, and whip me until I am bruised, well I can't be somewhere that wishes for me to live that again. I would rather die than to live that abuse again. But I guess my own mother thought I was sh*t, so why should anyone else feel different. I feel sick, I feel overwhelmed with sadness that I can be hated so much.
I just don't feel I need this extra stress on top of the trauma work I am starting next week, so I guess it is better to stay away for now. It is hard enough to have to think about those memories, but for it to be wished upon me again, I just don't feel safe anymore here.
Posted by RealMe on September 19, 2007, at 22:00:30
In reply to Need to take a break from here child abuse trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on September 19, 2007, at 21:48:42
Happyflower
I don't know who said what to you, but that is awful that someone would say that stuff to you. No one deserves that, and if I find out who, the me in therapy today would go beat the crap out of them. Sorry, I was real angry with therapy today and with T. The hard *ss me was dealing with T today. What in the world and why would someone say such cruel things to you. I really am upset by this too.
I understand if you need to go away for awile. It helped me, but I sure hope you realize most of us would never wish such evil on you. That is just plain evil and cruel. I am so sorry Happyflower. Please take care.
RealMe
(OzLand)
Posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on September 19, 2007, at 22:01:19
In reply to Need to take a break from here child abuse trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on September 19, 2007, at 21:48:42
I finally understand how it feel to want to do themselves in. Thanks
Posted by RealMe on September 19, 2007, at 22:12:33
In reply to Re: Need to take a break from here child abuse trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on September 19, 2007, at 22:01:19
Happyflower
Do you need to talk to T??? Can you call your T. This is not okay to feel like you want to do yourself in. You have me very worried. No angry me anymore; I am worried. Don't give up on us here, please.
RealMe
(OzLand)
Posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on September 19, 2007, at 22:19:03
In reply to Re: Need to take a break from here child abuse trigger » Happyflower 1 :-), posted by RealMe on September 19, 2007, at 22:12:33
I am okay RealMe, I just know how it feels that is all. I wouldn't do that to my kids or to anyone that cares about me. Please don't worry. I just now know how it feels now.
I am just so sad. I really try to be people's friends, and sometimes I just irriate people, I don't know why. This place is scarey to me now. Being told that scares me,what if they want me really dead? They know too much about me and where I live, I wish I never came here ever.
Posted by Quintal on September 19, 2007, at 22:33:31
In reply to Re: Need to take a break from here child abuse trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on September 19, 2007, at 22:19:03
Happyflower, I'd just like to clarify something, because due to my paranoid nature I suspect this thread might have something to do with my own thread above. I know there's no rational reason why it would, considering we've had no contact off the board, ever, and what has been said on the board has no bearing whatsoever on what is being said here. But still, I'd feel better if you'd confirm this has nothing to do with me.
Q
Posted by RealMe on September 19, 2007, at 23:01:54
In reply to Re: Need to take a break from here child abuse tri » Happyflower 1 :-), posted by Quintal on September 19, 2007, at 22:33:31
I don't think it has anything to do with you, can't think why???
RealMe
Posted by Quintal on September 19, 2007, at 23:05:15
In reply to Re: Need to take a break from here child abuse tri » Quintal, posted by RealMe on September 19, 2007, at 23:01:54
No, as I said, just my paranoia!!! Just ignore me. All is well.
Q
Posted by Quintal on September 19, 2007, at 23:13:12
In reply to Re: Need to take a break from here child abuse tri » RealMe, posted by Quintal on September 19, 2007, at 23:05:15
Just paranoia sparked by Happyflower's 'hated' comment on my thread above. I couldn't understand what triggered it, or what was meant by it, so automatically I wondered if it might be something I'd said or done, but apparently not. I hope you're feeling better HF.
Q
Posted by muffled on September 20, 2007, at 0:00:02
In reply to Re: Need to take a break from here child abuse trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on September 19, 2007, at 22:19:03
> I am okay RealMe, I just know how it feels that is all. I wouldn't do that to my kids or to anyone that cares about me. Please don't worry. I just now know how it feels now.
>
> I am just so sad. I really try to be people's friends, and sometimes I just irriate people, I don't know why. This place is scarey to me now. Being told that scares me,what if they want me really dead? They know too much about me and where I live, I wish I never came here ever.
>
**HF if you have had a problem thru b-mail, you should let Bob know thru e-mail. Put babble in the subject line.
((HF)) sorry if you got bit :-(
M
Posted by arora on September 20, 2007, at 5:38:30
In reply to Need to take a break from here child abuse trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on September 19, 2007, at 21:48:42
HappyFlower-
Has someone sent you a bad babblemail?
If they have, I agree with Muffled- notify Bob about it- that is totally out of order.
I'm so sorry someone has made you feel unsafe here- please don't go, because I like reading your posts.
(((HUGS))) to help you feel better- you are not hated.arora
Posted by Quintal on September 20, 2007, at 6:26:56
In reply to Need to take a break from here child abuse trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on September 19, 2007, at 21:48:42
Happyflower, thanks for the babblemail, but I don't understand why you didn't post it to the board. I'm pleased to hear it had nothing to do with me. I hope you come back soon because I think you need the support of your friends at a time like this. If you actually have received any malicious correspondence from anyone here, I'd recommend you forward it to Dr. Bob, as other posters have suggested.
Q
Posted by Deputy Dinah on September 20, 2007, at 8:00:26
In reply to Need to take a break from here child abuse trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on September 19, 2007, at 21:48:42
> But I can't feel safe if I am told to eat my child abuse sh*t sandwhich of the past.
Please be sensitive to the feelings of others, even if yours are hurt.
Dr. Bob asks that we use the Notify Administrators function to report anything we consider uncivil. Babblemails and emails can be forwarded to him, with headers included if possible. Chat conversations can be cut and pasted, with the "fingerprint" from the top of the page (the grey string of numbers and letters).
If you or others have questions about this or about posting policies in general, or are interested in alternative ways of expressing yourself, please see the FAQ:
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/faq.html#civil
Follow-ups regarding these issues should be redirected to Psycho-Babble Administration. They, as well as replies to the above posts, should of course themselves be civil.
Dr. Bob is always free to override deputy decisions. His email is on the bottom of each page. Please feel free to email him if you believe this decision was made in error.
Dinah, acting as deputy to Dr. Bob
Posted by Happyflower2 on September 20, 2007, at 23:11:14
In reply to Please be civil » Happyflower 1 :-), posted by Deputy Dinah on September 20, 2007, at 8:00:26
Sorry, I shouldn't of posted when I was upset.
Posted by Dr. Bob on September 23, 2007, at 2:28:59
In reply to Re: Please be civil » Deputy Dinah, posted by Happyflower2 on September 20, 2007, at 23:11:14
This is the end of the thread.
Psycho-Babble Psychology | Extras | FAQ
Dr. Bob is Robert Hsiung, MD,
bob@dr-bob.org
Script revised: February 4, 2008
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/cgi-bin/pb/mget.pl
Copyright 2006-17 Robert Hsiung.
Owned and operated by Dr. Bob LLC and not the University of Chicago.