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Posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on August 26, 2007, at 16:23:14
I don't ever want to hurt anyone with my sh*t inside, it is just going to contaminate everyone if I keep posting here. I just need to go away and hide, I should have just stayed away. I have no were to go, no safe place anymore, my mom is right I shouldn't have been born. I just want to disapear right now. I am nothing but sh*t and don't need to keep it inside of me so nobody gets spattered with it. I need to quit therapy and learn to just get over it.
Posted by sunnydays on August 26, 2007, at 16:39:53
In reply to I need to go, my life it nothing but a trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on August 26, 2007, at 16:23:14
Where is this coming from Happyflower? I haven't seen anything on here that you've posted that is inappropriate. And quitting therapy... well I think you already know that's probably not the best decision to make right now. It sounds like your new T and you are going to get along well and do some important work together. As far as being on Babble, do what you need to do to take care of yourself.
sunnydays
Posted by arora on August 26, 2007, at 17:05:59
In reply to I need to go, my life it nothing but a trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on August 26, 2007, at 16:23:14
HF-
I don't know what to say to help you right now- you sound like you are in a bad place tonight, and I don't want to possibly say the wrong thing.
I don't think you are sh*t- and you certainly cannot contaminate me... I often find your posts very helpful and insightful.
There are others here at Babble who know better how to say things that make better sense- I've not been in therapy long enough or often enough to have an opinion on that matter, but from what you've written you have struggled so long and so hard to heal! Don't give up on yourself now- the crest of the mountain is often the last and most difficult bit, because it's been such a long hard up-hill struggle.
You are nearly there, you're just a bit winded right now.wishing you well-
arora
Posted by Dinah on August 26, 2007, at 18:25:03
In reply to I need to go, my life it nothing but a trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on August 26, 2007, at 16:23:14
Happyflower, what's up? I've been burying my nose in puppy name books and haven't kept up.
FWIW, I think you're on a really good path, and I hope to hear about it.
Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on August 26, 2007, at 18:54:36
In reply to Re: I need to go, my life it nothing but a trigge » Happyflower 1 :-), posted by Dinah on August 26, 2007, at 18:25:03
((((((((((HappyFlower))))))))))))
thank you for the trigger warnings in your posts above. I'm sorry that I haven't been able to keep up with you and your life and T. I hope you understand that just because I can't go with you into your past doesn't mean that I don't care about you right now, and in the future.
hugs,
Ll
Posted by RealMe on August 26, 2007, at 19:08:15
In reply to I need to go, my life it nothing but a trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on August 26, 2007, at 16:23:14
That is just not true HF. I have had some people here say they can't deal with my stuff too. It hurts because it seems like you have made a horrible mistake. You did not. Your stuff is okay with me. Maybe not with others. I think it says in some ways that you have the strength to say things and try to deal with them. Perhaps others don't have that strength yet. Please don't go away and hide.
RealMe
(Oz)
Posted by JoniS on August 26, 2007, at 21:42:53
In reply to I need to go, my life it nothing but a trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on August 26, 2007, at 16:23:14
(((((HF)))))I'm sorry you're feeling this way.
Your presence here means a lot to me. You don't contaminate anyone by posting here. Your posts have brought a lot of good discussion which enlightens everyone.
I don't know why you're upset, but I care about you. What you said about yourself and what your mom said is just not true. Please don't disappear.(((((HF)))))
Posted by muffled on August 26, 2007, at 22:19:23
In reply to I need to go, my life it nothing but a trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on August 26, 2007, at 16:23:14
> I don't ever want to hurt anyone with my sh*t inside, it is just going to contaminate everyone if I keep posting here. I just need to go away and hide, I should have just stayed away. I have no were to go, no safe place anymore, my mom is right I shouldn't have been born. I just want to disapear right now. I am nothing but sh*t and don't need to keep it inside of me so nobody gets spattered with it. I need to quit therapy and learn to just get over it.
**Babe, you gonna have to compete w/me in the contamination department...cept I'm worse, sometimes I just SO fine, and then it crumbles...
Truly I doubt there's any contaminating going on.
Sigh...as I read your post, it so mirrors one I wrote not long ago...
It just so hard when we get all labile, I hate it, but know that it WILL calm down, does for me anyhow.
If your worried bout the pic, no sweat, it has satanic stuff, and I didn't really look at it. Just one of my dumb things is evil, so its just *my* stuff, thats all.
And I hope its just that your venting here bout T and stuff, and I am glad your able to feel ok here enuf to vent, so thats good.
IMHO you have been making so extreemly good descicions in your life, and seem to be on the right track.
NewT seems to be OK, good even. Mebbe he'll even rival the famous SD or Daisys T's!!!
Anyhow, hope things can settle some soon for you.
And I hope you can stop the negative thots your having against yourself.
Some good old CBT writing down of negative thots, and refuting them, on paper, might be a good excercise...
Take good care,
Y'know your special to me,
Muffled
Posted by JoniS on August 27, 2007, at 7:40:41
In reply to I need to go, my life it nothing but a trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on August 26, 2007, at 16:23:14
Posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on August 27, 2007, at 12:58:00
In reply to I need to go, my life it nothing but a trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on August 26, 2007, at 16:23:14
Sorry everyone, I was just so down, and sometimes it feels so lonely. I hate this feeling, I wish I had somebody to hold me. Thank you all for supporting me, it does help me. I just wish I could control my emotions lately.
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