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Posted by muffled on April 27, 2006, at 9:31:02
So I so way f*cked.
The bad inside won't go away.
Least my I. Kid and The Screamer are BOTH in my cave.
So thats cool. I think I. kid's gonna try and help the Screamer.
Way cool.
Nastys just beating on me and i trying not to listen.
My T is so sweet and nice that nasty just stays away from her.
My T thinks I'm nice, but she don't know Nasty.
Mebbe I should just let Nasty show itself so she can understand.
But then I afraid T will run away.
But I don't know what to do bout Nasty.
So I want T
to understand.
But I like my T too, so I also wanto protect her.
So I dunno if I can let Nasty be, cuz my protective instincts would keep Nasty away.
So Nasty and T never meet, and T never understand bout Nasty.
I dunno.
I useless these days.
Everbody strugglin and I got nuttin to say.
Sorry, sorry, sorry.
I so selfish.
Just hope everbody do ok.
Its so hard sometimes.
But I don't feel pain, just confusion, so I got it easy.
Just the confusion sucks.
Sorry for everyones pain.
I care.
Just kinda lost right now.
Sorry.
Muffled, muffly, Screamer, and Nasty says FUCKITALL cuz its all f*cked.
Franchesca, a ray of sweetness and beauty in the darkness. A gift.
So goto deal with the badness.
Yeah, I know what to do.
Sigh.
Mebbe not so bad really, sometimes its a mere nothing...
How to kill nasty w/o taking myownself out? Hmmmm?
Now I got business to attend to.
It'll be better soon.
I hope.
Posted by B2chica on April 27, 2006, at 10:05:12
In reply to Ah sh*t, posted by muffled on April 27, 2006, at 9:31:02
i think T needs to meet nasty. can you introduce her slowly. maybe you introduce her (about her) then next meeting let nasty come out. if you pre-warn your t and tell her your concenrs about nasty hurting her they she should understand.
sounds to me like it is important that your T meet nasty. i don't think it will run her off.
and it upsets me that nasty's 'beating' on you. that's not nice. i know you try not to listen but how can you not.
please protect my little muffy.
Posted by muffled on April 27, 2006, at 10:27:01
In reply to Re: Ah sh*t, posted by B2chica on April 27, 2006, at 10:05:12
> i think T needs to meet nasty. can you introduce her slowly. maybe you introduce her (about her) then next meeting let nasty come out. if you pre-warn your t and tell her your concenrs about nasty hurting her they she should understand.
***I've sort of hinted bout Nasty. I told T lotsa times i would never physically hurt her.
Just in reality, I dunno, I say I not afraid of nasty, but I sorta am.
I dunno what its capable of. If I let it out what might it do? It has ALOT of rage.
I just tell T I bad and she says that I not.
I'm not good at communicating.
There is so much I don't understand.
>
> sounds to me like it is important that your T meet nasty. i don't think it will run her off.***Maybe not run her off. But could destroy her trust of me that I wouldn't hurt her. I don't think I could handle that....
>
> and it upsets me that nasty's 'beating' on you. that's not nice. i know you try not to listen but how can you not.***yeah, nastys real nasty :-(
Glad you understand. Thats nice.
>
> please protect my little muffy.
>
***I'm trying. She's in the safe cave. I think screamers with her.
Thanks chica.
Posted by gardenergirl on April 27, 2006, at 13:13:09
In reply to Ah sh*t, posted by muffled on April 27, 2006, at 9:31:02
> and Nasty says F[*]CKITALL
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Posted by muffled on April 27, 2006, at 13:15:56
In reply to Please be civil » muffled, posted by gardenergirl on April 27, 2006, at 13:13:09
Posted by Damos on April 27, 2006, at 19:53:54
In reply to Ah sh*t, posted by muffled on April 27, 2006, at 9:31:02
You not f*cked, or bad, or useless, or selfish. You just you, and just doin' the best you can on any given day. We know you care and we hope you know that we care about you guys too. Lots. We all stugglin', different people, different ways, different things on different days, but all strugglin' and sufferin' in our own ways. But the bein' and the sharin' helps, it really does. Not havin' words don't matter none neither, cause people know you're here, even if just in wishes and thoughts you're sendin' us sometimes, but here and with us nonetheless. So don;t you aworry 'bout it none okay.
I sorry that Nasty is beatin' on ya, that makes me sad. Don't want no-one beatin' on my friend. Remember, you didn't know much what to do with a certain other cheeky little chickadee a while back either but you two is gettin' along pretty good now. So I reckon you and Nasty can work it out too. Cause you smart and good and kind.
It's only natural that you want to protect your T. But like B2 I think it's important that she knows. Maybe not that they meet directly, but at least know what's going on for. Must be real hard for you, hard, confusin' and scary at times too. Just a thought but sometimes we take our anger and stuff out on someone just casue they in the wrong place at the wrong time, just cause they there when it all gets too much. Are there times when Nasty is okay? Are there things help her chill a little? Do you think maybe that like some kids you meet on the streets and stuff that the attitude and anger and stuff is really self protective and that really they're feeling scared and hurt and vulnerable and afraid, do you think maybe that's possible? You got lots a life experience, are there other ways you could see her (my assumption) behaviour based on that, and would you changing the way you look on her change the way you two interract? I dunno, just thoughts.
Don't want none of you to be hurt, none of you. You all mean lots to me and I'm here okay.
Please take very good care of you. All of you
(((((muffled)))))
(((((muffly)))))
(((((screamer)))))
(((((nasty)))))
(((((Franchesca)))))
Posted by muffled on April 27, 2006, at 22:13:15
In reply to Re: Ah sh*t » muffled, posted by Damos on April 27, 2006, at 19:53:54
Posted by gardenergirl on April 28, 2006, at 0:03:04
In reply to thanks, sorry GG :-( (nm) » gardenergirl, posted by muffled on April 27, 2006, at 13:15:56
(((((muffled)))))
Take care,
gg
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