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Posted by rjlockhart98 on June 3, 2005, at 4:35:12
OMG, I DONJT KNOW WHAT TO SAY, I AM CYING AT FULL FORCE RIGHT NOW, I cant take it anymore! I havent been getting any sleep, plus all my other issues i cant take it any more.
oK ADDerall has something to do with this, it distrupts emotions and causes insomnia, i took 60mg at 4:00 and i couldnt sleep, i took 6 then 7mg of lorazepam it sedated but did nothing for sleep. I AM GETTING OFF THIS, i've flat out abused it nad look at me now, im crippled!
I am trying to get off the floor, i cant CALM DOWN, im CYRING SO HARD MAYBE SO IT WILL GO AWAY, IT DOES NOTHING!
TrYING TO CALim calming down now, i didnt get anysleep last night nad i am emotionally warped. I AM LOSING MY MIND, NO....
I am going to ask about hostpital treatment.
I had to put this its 4:15 in the morning and i am losing my mind.
I have never been hit this hard before, I WISH I WAS NORMAL FOR HEAVEN SAKE!
SOMEONE HELP ME
Posted by rjlockhart98 on June 3, 2005, at 4:43:54
In reply to I CANT STOP, CRYING ,IM HAVING A BREAKDOWN, posted by rjlockhart98 on June 3, 2005, at 4:35:12
Why am I LIKE THIS NOW, WHY IS THIS HITTING NOW. IM 18, IM TRYING TO GET GOING,
I have been having thoughts that im deteriating, i have a "muffle" around my mouth, in my imagination, i feel everything is a simulation, not real. I bloody HELL know im insane.
iM TELLing myself this will pass, this is going to fade, ive done before in milder episodse, this is the most insense period. Just its going to fade.
Posted by woolav on June 3, 2005, at 5:38:55
In reply to Re: IM DETERIERATING, posted by rjlockhart98 on June 3, 2005, at 4:43:54
Its going to be okay..I went through the same thing recently. I had posted (if you saw) "I want to die" because I was crying and felt like my life was pointless and out of control. And I too, thought of checking in to a hospital. But, I waited a day or two, went to my pdoc and It stopped. Im not going to say my depression is gone, but my moods have somewhat stabelized and I feel more in control. I hate having this illness too. Its not fair, I know. But we have to live with it and get through times like this. You know you have all of us here on Dr-Bob to support you and please realize this will pass.
hugs,
S
Posted by Jazzed on June 3, 2005, at 7:22:00
In reply to I CANT STOP, CRYING ,IM HAVING A BREAKDOWN, posted by rjlockhart98 on June 3, 2005, at 4:35:12
You might want to take this thread to the psychology forum. You can get some support and suggestions there. This will probably be moved because this is the meds forum. That said, try to get to your doc. print this out and take it to him/her. They absolutely need to know how desparate you are. also, stay among other people, either physically or virtually, or best both. Also, you're taking that Adderall way too late in the day. You won't be able to sleep if you take it so late. Call your doc and see if you should stop until you can get in to see them.
Jazzed
Posted by Maxime on June 3, 2005, at 15:34:37
In reply to Re: IM DETERIERATING, posted by rjlockhart98 on June 3, 2005, at 4:43:54
Matt, everything will be okay. I think the fact that you are finally realising you need to go into the hospital is great. You can get your meds sorted out and have all stress removed.
Why 18? Because these things happen at any age. The good thing is you can get everything sorted out before you start college. College is stressful and you don't want to have a breakdown then. So your timing is actually pretty good.
Hang in there. And PLEASE pursue the hospital idea. I think it's the smartest thing you can do. Doctors are more willing to try different meds when you are in hospital setting that when you are not.
Let us know what you end up doing.
Hugs,
Maxime> Why am I LIKE THIS NOW, WHY IS THIS HITTING NOW. IM 18, IM TRYING TO GET GOING,
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> I have been having thoughts that im deteriating, i have a "muffle" around my mouth, in my imagination, i feel everything is a simulation, not real. I bloody HELL know im insane.
>
> iM TELLing myself this will pass, this is going to fade, ive done before in milder episodse, this is the most insense period. Just its going to fade.
Posted by Mr.Scott on June 3, 2005, at 21:02:19
In reply to I CANT STOP, CRYING ,IM HAVING A BREAKDOWN, posted by rjlockhart98 on June 3, 2005, at 4:35:12
If you have the opportunity and time to check into a 'good' hospital, I'd do it. Why not? More thanlikely you'll leave in a vastly better state.
Hang in there, and walk through your fears. You will be okay!
Scott
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