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Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on August 8, 2008, at 19:50:45
Ya I never shut up. It's a Friday night and all I have to do is either veg out and read, be on here, or go for a walk around the block. This is my first Friday night off in over a month. No friends to go out with (It's been that way for...hmmm.....7-8 years??!!) :-( My biggest thrill was just taking Xanax and some clonazepam to mellow me out. (I feel about as stimulated as a headstone right now. And grumpy to the max....) I am getting 'THOSE' thoughts and damn it I hate that! I don't want to go into eternal sleep. I want some...I just want to be happy, and that is soooo hard to find. I tried my usual things, creating a song, doing some 'artsy' stuff, but it just won't work! I have no life. I imagine I feel like Hemingway did when he was trying to write something, while struggling with deep depression and mania, for JFK's Inauguration. Quivering. Hands tremble. Now the summer is almost gone. I feel ashamed, pathetic. I could watch 'City of Angels' again, but that will push me further into despair. Punishment. That movie has so many *triggers*. I have to go lay down...sorry...(my usual king of the loser's speech...)"The troops are on the ground....guns drawn..." Where is the love? Where has it all gone....?Jay
Posted by obsidian on August 8, 2008, at 23:22:18
In reply to Permission to feel sorry for myself..please? (Trig, posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on August 8, 2008, at 19:50:45
hey,
you sound so deeply sad :-(
you can feel sorry for yourself, that's ok
but I don't think it pathetic to be alone
be gentle with yourself okay?
-sid
Posted by Phillipa on August 9, 2008, at 0:51:25
In reply to Re: Permission to feel sorry for myself..please? (Trig » Jay_Bravest_Face, posted by obsidian on August 8, 2008, at 23:22:18
May have a mate but he ignores me so I relate just sleep. Love Phillipa
Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on August 9, 2008, at 23:38:45
In reply to Re: Permission to feel sorry for myself..please? (Trig » Jay_Bravest_Face, posted by obsidian on August 8, 2008, at 23:22:18
Thanks so kindly....:)
Your and others words mean SO much...I can't even say HOW much! Peace, love-speed, and light to you...
Jay
Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on August 9, 2008, at 23:40:29
In reply to Re: Permission to feel sorry for myself..please? (Trig, posted by Phillipa on August 9, 2008, at 0:51:25
Thanks Phillipa....that's what I did, was lay down and sleep. It helped. faith, hope, love, light to you
Jay
Posted by Phillipa on August 10, 2008, at 19:15:35
In reply to Re: Permission to feel sorry for myself..please? (Trig » Phillipa, posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on August 9, 2008, at 23:40:29
Thanks Jay Love Phillipa
Posted by Leo Brazil on August 22, 2008, at 7:06:16
In reply to Permission to feel sorry for myself..please? (Trig, posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on August 8, 2008, at 19:50:45
Try to exercise a little bit. Walking, jogging, what ever. Do anything that will make you feel better. Keep in mind that this will pass, and one day you will be laughing at these days that you are going through. Believe that god can take you out of this situtation.
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