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Posted by rjlockhart98 on September 3, 2005, at 4:19:35
I have been going through episodes where i feel very unbalanced, things are getting intense, and i am going to fall off.
You know what, know one cares about me. I dont know whats wrong with me, people hear dont know what the hell respond. Forget it.
I want to end it all. Relief.
matt
Posted by rjlockhart98 on September 3, 2005, at 4:19:35
I want it to go away. I wished i wanst here sometimes, i have been always somethng wrong with me, rejected, social isolation. It hurts you know.... it really does.
I dont know what im going to do next. I pray i will die.
No one here cares and forget it.
Posted by willyee on September 3, 2005, at 4:19:35
In reply to how do you know when your abnormal?, posted by rjlockhart98 on September 3, 2005, at 0:11:12
> I have been going through episodes where i feel very unbalanced, things are getting intense, and i am going to fall off.
>
> You know what, know one cares about me. I dont know whats wrong with me, people hear dont know what the hell respond. Forget it.
>
> I want to end it all. Relief.
>
> matt
Your personality,your soul is being inprisioned by a disease that is very real.This disease is preventing u from shinning and showing people who u really are.
Myself and this group maybe cant offer advice to fix u quit yet,but maybe help make it easeir,and more so we here unlike some on the outside know believe and understand what your feeling is REAL,very very real.
I care for everyone who has this clinical disease,everyone who like i has felt that turning in their stomach.Dont give up or u might miss something we all find that offers relieaf,im always available on yahoo messagner as brklyn234 if u need some company.Gdo bless.
Posted by TheMagicPill on September 3, 2005, at 4:19:35
In reply to treatment for matt. Suicide., posted by rjlockhart98 on September 3, 2005, at 0:15:26
hey man, hang in there. i can't imagine what you are going through now, but there are people who can help you through this. if you are at rock bottom, then you got to know the only direction you can go is up.
there are thousands of people who have been where you are. many have gotten better. there is always a way. it may not seem like it now, but there is always a way. you will find it.
Posted by rainbowbrite on September 3, 2005, at 9:46:10
In reply to how do you know when your abnormal?, posted by rjlockhart98 on September 3, 2005, at 0:11:12
whos normal? really?
you are at a hard place in your life and as time goes by things get easier, they really do. Are you starting college soon?
hang in there.
Posted by gardenergirl on September 3, 2005, at 9:50:37
In reply to Re: how do you know when your abnormal?, posted by rainbowbrite on September 3, 2005, at 9:46:10
Matt,
I agree with rainbowbrite, "normal" is a very wide range.You know, this disaster is affecting all of us, and it may be that you are feeling worse right now because of what's going on, and the helplessness and worry many of us feel. And you are seeing the effects of it directly, as refugees come into your city. That brings it much closer to home (no pun intended) for you, and that must be scary.
Throw in your family difficulties and starting college, which can be very stressful, and you've got a lot on your plate. It's understandable you might be feeing down. You're not abnormal.
Can you let your pdoc know you are feeling so low?
(((((matt)))))
gg
Posted by sleepygirl on September 3, 2005, at 11:14:28
In reply to treatment for matt. Suicide., posted by rjlockhart98 on September 3, 2005, at 0:15:26
Sweetheart, why do you say no one cares? Your life CAN be very different from where you come from. You ARE very much cared about. You are in a lot of pain. You will find your way, one moment at a time. But hold on, be GENTLE with yourself, talk with your doctor, stay safe.
Posted by 10derHeart on September 3, 2005, at 11:25:59
In reply to Re: treatment for matt. Suicide., posted by sleepygirl on September 3, 2005, at 11:14:28
Matt,
We do care. We really do. This is a hard time for the entire country, and beyond.
Please talk to someone IRL if you are feeling this bad. PLease do not harm yourself. I know it may be tempting - I've been there, but if you can just let one person in, let them help you. There is some relief out there, and it's found with other human beings, maybe only one. Even a *stranger* at a crisis line can bring some comfort.
Let us know how you are, okay? (((matt)))
Posted by lynn970 on September 3, 2005, at 11:50:05
In reply to how do you know when your abnormal?, posted by rjlockhart98 on September 3, 2005, at 0:11:12
Matt, remember that it is the disease making you feel this way. I dont even know you personally and I can see that you have a big heart. Remember, if you were not meant to be hear, you wouldnt. You would have been a miscarraige or something.
Posted by spriggy on September 3, 2005, at 13:03:11
In reply to Re: how do you know when your abnormal?, posted by lynn970 on September 3, 2005, at 11:50:05
It's important to know you aren't alone.
I think all of us here go through times where we feel like you do.
I've had a really crummy week to Matt. And anytime I'm under intense stress, it triggers all sorts of "weirdness" for me; racing thoughts, fear, anxiety, depression, feeling hopeless,etc..
Some of our bodies are just wired that way. But we know we do have HOPE, because we can be assured that this life is not all there is. There is a much better place waiting for us after we have finished the work we've been called to here.
AND we must remember that we are always loved and cared for. You are always loved and cared for.
You aren't alone.
Posted by TexasChic on September 3, 2005, at 21:35:15
In reply to treatment for matt. Suicide., posted by rjlockhart98 on September 3, 2005, at 0:15:26
Matt, please write back and let us know you are okay. You're wrong that nobody cares - WE DO!!! People here have been in your shoes and we care! I care. Please post soon, I'm really worried about you!
-T
Posted by Phillipa on September 3, 2005, at 21:49:21
In reply to Re: treatment for matt. Suicide. » rjlockhart98, posted by TexasChic on September 3, 2005, at 21:35:15
Matt, You are such a caring person. Give yourself credit. But starting school and your home situation plus the storm is overwhelming. Write me, Babble, or e-mail me anytime. Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by gardenergirl on September 3, 2005, at 22:23:11
In reply to Re: treatment for matt. Suicide., posted by Phillipa on September 3, 2005, at 21:49:21
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