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Posted by dreamer on November 28, 2001, at 18:15:12
Emotional climate is dark keep trying to force myself
Today spent money on useless pap in the form of kids toys..a Gina doctor set complete with working check-up table, a male and female doc complete with syringe and stethoscope . I switched their clothes put them in naughty positions got bored.
Play putty to fiddle with -to reduce smoking , bubble blower , a plastic squid and snake and a spud gun-
my flate mate wasn't keen on being a target.
A bipolar friend is getting well-normalising and I fink my emails are too nonsensical so she aint replied.
So I sit fighting negetive thoughts cursing efexor for this heavy fatigue feeling sorry for myself thinking constantly of the big exit or using hard drugs.
Can't check myself in at the loony bin cause I would come out homeless pennyless and worse.
My pdoc is crap , where to get meds to xperiment with to be fixed before I get senile.
Moan moan moan.
Looking for pathways in this miserable labryinth only thing to do is stop these pills and get my energy back and probably .........time tells tick friggin tock , cuckoo.
I'm freaking my chickenz.dreamer doing post-moaning therapy.
Posted by Katey on November 28, 2001, at 21:41:07
In reply to oddball wierdo strange stupido, posted by dreamer on November 28, 2001, at 18:15:12
effexor is satan incarnate in the pill form. try something that will give you energy. welbutrin or (mind blanks out from side affect) that one other drug. i refer to my welbutrin as legalized speed, because of the adhd treatment. so i get to whine about not having taken my speed today :) its fun to do around teachers. try to screw with your pdocs mind...it could be fun...develop some slight ticks and become passive aggressive. hehe. and whine some more, please? its so articulate its fun to read.
Posted by Greg A. on November 29, 2001, at 8:36:37
In reply to oddball wierdo strange stupido, posted by dreamer on November 28, 2001, at 18:15:12
dreamer - what other meds (besides 'hard drugs') have you tried. Effexor did nothing for me except give me this skin rash. I think there's lots of better meds. How long have you been on the effexor? I like Katey's idea of f. . .ing with the pdoc. Tics are good. Mumbling and silences while staring directly at him add to the effect.
I mentioned once before that the first pdoc I saw probably was more in need of treatment than I was! He had this fish tank that he would stare intowhen he talked. I felt sorry for the fish - trapped like that with this weirdo.Greg
Posted by dreamer on November 29, 2001, at 11:36:18
In reply to Re: oddball wierdo strange stupido, posted by Greg A. on November 29, 2001, at 8:36:37
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> Greg + Katey,Probably this should be on pb...but yeh wellbutrin- can't get in uk probably would'nt pop it if it was. All other AD's made me manic xcept
EfExOr = sedated no anger + sleepalot mucha /viagra at all other times.Thinking of coming off ... FUN@WITHDRAWAL.com and just having mood stabiliser....my pdoc is a joke , every time I go he mumbles another med and I feel crap a nuisance cause I'm not fixed.
He finds me entertaining I have this ability to appear happy-funny when really I'm messed up .Stand up chameleon.
Hey I've done the mad fing also shrunk a student shrink he pretended to be all matey to delve into my cerebal.
SSSSsssstttttuttering is a personal favourite.
Also chocolate makes me really depressed. I WILL force myself into creative zone to evoke pleasant delusions.
Moan+Moan= ((((SCrEamIng dREamIng))))
Get me clean and start again.dreamer:
turning kiddies toys into art CON-ceptually-like
Posted by dreamer on November 29, 2001, at 11:49:11
In reply to Re: oddball wierdo strange stupido, posted by dreamer on November 29, 2001, at 11:36:18
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> ... FUN@WITHDRAWAL.comSeems this exists , sent sweety nice friendly email
Posted by Krazy Kat on November 29, 2001, at 17:56:53
In reply to oddball wierdo strange stupido, posted by dreamer on November 28, 2001, at 18:15:12
dreamer:
so sorry you're sad. I think finger nails are silly, too.
can you change dr.'s? silly ? I know - you would if you could.
can you take a stimulant to help with the energy? Or add another AD?
I want you to feel better...
- K
Posted by Katey on November 29, 2001, at 20:48:17
In reply to :( » dreamer, posted by Krazy Kat on November 29, 2001, at 17:56:53
dreamer, have you tried everything under the sun yet or just SSRI's (they did jack for me). if you havent tried it yet, ask for some form of legalized speed....thatll give you some energy :) also suposed to help sex life. and go for it, do what i didnt have the opportunity to do, screw with his head until he checks himself into therapy. hehe.
Posted by dreamer on November 30, 2001, at 21:47:43
In reply to :( » dreamer, posted by Krazy Kat on November 29, 2001, at 17:56:53
Helloooos all,What comes first the fatigue or depression I've forgot but now insomnia is much more tolerable I'm feeling more alive. Cleaned around house and painted and laughed.
Maybe it was a dopamine surge with stopping med for a day , I'm puzzled.
Oh well I'm better and for how long I don't care.
Can't take stimulants folks I have heart arrythmias usually stimulants tire me due to my heart beating too fast and out of rhythmn (strange I know) get fatigue and anxiety.
Doc mentioned , well mumbled beta blockers-? and asked yet again if I suffered with assmah/ahsma/ashma/ashmma(sp?)
He's still rambling on about adding remeron and lowering effexor and adding depakote.
You'd think he'd sort it out by now , maybe I should sleep with him but make him put a bag on his head.
Known him long time now....we are bit matey and meds are budgeted , only one med given ,if lucky two and if dangerous to man or beast they have to prescribe whatever necessary hence waiting for me to get dangerous manic.dreamer saying thanxs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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