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Posted by muffled on December 11, 2006, at 23:58:46
Sweezed juice outta 30 lbs berries.
Gonna make jam tomorrow.
Made dinner.
Made VAT of pumpkin soup.
I goto T tomorrow, wonder if she'd eat soup if i took some for her and her family for their supper?
Or d'ya think she might throw it away, cuz a crazywoman gave her food????
I kinda messed right now.
Don't even want to gto appt tomorrow. I kinda pissed at her. She been late 2 wks in a row.
I dunno, but I feel stagnant.
Angry and stressed.
And there seems no way out.
Dunno, dunno.
Sh*t anyways.
I gonna be blocked soon I suspect.
And that'll SO piss me off.
Cuz I deserve it according to the rules. But according to humanity and pain caused to anyone else, well I don't desreve it. Some one just wanted to hurt me is all. An inside me wanted to get me.
Ahhhh,
drivel, I am drivelling and snivelling.
I go now.
Don't wanna got to T.
But part of me wanna.
Fight, fight , Muffy and Muffy are ahving a fight.
G'night all.
Muffled
Posted by Poet on December 12, 2006, at 16:59:43
In reply to I am theraputically cooking, posted by muffled on December 11, 2006, at 23:58:46
Hi Muffy & Muffy,
I know my T would throw out any food I made for her because she knows that I can't cook not because a crazywoman made it.
Was your T late getting there or did she go overtime with someone else? Mine is chronically late, it's a running joke with us, so I'm used to it.
I'll take some of that pumpkin soup if your T doesn't want it.
Poet
Posted by muffled on December 12, 2006, at 21:24:37
In reply to Re: I am theraputically cooking » muffled, posted by Poet on December 12, 2006, at 16:59:43
> Hi Muffy & Muffy,
>
> I know my T would throw out any food I made for her because she knows that I can't cook not because a crazywoman made it.**My T might well eat it. She got GUTS I tell ya. She don't look like much, just average lady, but whoah, I'd trust her to cover my back in a bad part of town ANYday. And i dunno that she up on that stuff, but she could proly talk and bluff her way out most anything!!! Which is pretty much what I always done too!LOL. Mebbe we not so different. HA!
>
> Was your T late getting there or did she go overtime with someone else? Mine is chronically late, it's a running joke with us, so I'm used to it.**I kinda said (in writing as usu.) as how it kinda discombobulates me when she'd late. She's actually very punctual on her own, but if she is interacting w/someone she seems to lose the time. She said she'd try and be better about being on time.
>
> I'll take some of that pumpkin soup if your T doesn't want it.**LOL! Its a deal poet! If you brave enough!!!! Actually. surprizingly, it tasted not too bad....hmmmm.
Take care imperfect yet wonderful Poet :)
From imperfect, but still trying, Muffled.
Posted by LadyBug on December 12, 2006, at 21:36:55
In reply to I am theraputically cooking, posted by muffled on December 11, 2006, at 23:58:46
Muffy,
The soup sounds wonderful. Take some to her. I bet she'd love it, warms the soul. The only thing thats been sounding good to me since my surgery is soup! And it's perfect soup weather. Homemade jam? Now that doesn't get any better!
I'd be pi**ed if my T was late the last 2 times. She always runs later than the other Ts in her office, but I figure they must do it on purpose so that they aren't all coming out to the waiting room at once? But she always keeps me a full hour and I'm pretty sure she keeps some of her patients 50 min.
I hope you go see her, take her some soup and then tell her you're kind mad at her for being late. It feels like abandonment or rejection to me when stuff like that happens, my issues. She won't know till you tell her right? Let us know what you decide and how it goes. And you take care ok?
LadyBug
Posted by annierose on December 12, 2006, at 22:16:29
In reply to I am theraputically cooking, posted by muffled on December 11, 2006, at 23:58:46
Your soup sounds yummy. Can I have some? I love pumpkin everything! Especially muffins with cream cheese frosting or filling ... Mmmm good.
Sorry your T was late. My t was a few minutes late today too. But she is never late - maybe once a year so it doesn't bother me. Is your t late quite often? It's okay to tell her that it bothers you.
Please go to your appointment tomorrow - she will miss you and you will too.
Posted by 10derHeart on December 13, 2006, at 22:27:42
In reply to Re: I am theraputically cooking » Poet, posted by muffled on December 12, 2006, at 21:24:37
>>Take care imperfect yet wonderful Poet :)
From imperfect, but still trying, Muffled.<<
ya' know, it's so funny, I was just thinking how much I love imperfect, still trying people.They are really the *most* wonderful.
Yup.
p.s. - in case you forget or somethin'....you both ROCK!
Posted by muffled on December 13, 2006, at 22:39:00
In reply to Re: I am theraputically cooking » muffled, posted by LadyBug on December 12, 2006, at 21:36:55
:-) Thanks Ladybug.
> I'd be pi**ed if my T was late the last 2 times. She always runs later than the other Ts in her office, but I figure they must do it on purpose so that they aren't all coming out to the waiting room at once? But she always keeps me a full hour and I'm pretty sure she keeps some of her patients 50 min.Yeah, it hard for me to get mad, my T is very generous with her time also. Specially since I don't pay the full amount either. So I really hate to complain.
I did mention it in a sideways way. And she did say she would try and do better.
How ARE your knees Ladybug?
That was alot of surgery.
Getting about a bit better now?
Thanks for reply Ladybug,
Love that name!
Muffled
Posted by muffled on December 13, 2006, at 22:41:02
In reply to Re: I am theraputically cooking » muffled, posted by annierose on December 12, 2006, at 22:16:29
> Your soup sounds yummy. Can I have some? I love pumpkin everything! Especially muffins with cream cheese frosting or filling ... Mmmm good.
**Yup, some for you too AnnieR!!!!
>**I did go to appt.
I dunno.
I find Christmas SO hard.
Hope things going OK for you.
Take care,
Muffled
Posted by muffled on December 13, 2006, at 22:42:40
In reply to Re: I am theraputically cooking, posted by 10derHeart on December 13, 2006, at 22:27:42
You surviving this season OK?
Ugh. I a grinch.
See ya!
Muffled
Posted by 10derHeart on December 14, 2006, at 14:01:26
In reply to 10der. You SUCH a sweetie!!!! :-) » 10derHeart, posted by muffled on December 13, 2006, at 22:42:40
yeah, I'm alright. A little stressed, but mostly I love Christmas. No family issues like others have, so that's a blessing. Have daughter (8 months pregnant) and SIL living 10 mins away now, so it's nice, really.
Just that, this expectation to do things on a time schedule, like presents, or decorating, and special things at church, a party (someone invited me to a party - at their house...that's different!) well, are so hard on me if I'm tired, not eating right, etc., 'cause even with excellent ADD meds, I procrastinate, avoid *forget* (on purpose) to do things, get overwhelmed if there are too many things in one day....blah...blah....and then get all anxious and berate myself for not doing Christmas *right* or like others do it...
I dunno, I guess I love and fear it, but I don't hate it. I just dump all my whiney, complaining, 'my brain doesn't respond to all this like *normal* peoples'...' stories on my T., and he takes it all in and helps me feel better....
and anyway....I kinda like the grinch...he wasn't so bad, really....just mixed up sometimes...aren't we all?!!
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